something words really cant say.

Love is sweet when it's new, but sweeter when it's true.

They say:
we were given,
two legs to walk
two eyes to see
two ears to listen
but why only one heart?
.. because the other was given to someone else for us to find.

really? we all been in the same shoes, searching for the love to come, to be loved and to love in return. some found their true loves, some still waiting, some gave up & some just dont give any damn for this love thing. personally, i had experienced alot since i step to the love's gate. i never knew it could be that complicated, never knew it could be that painful, never knew it could be that hopeless... :S anyways, they said: love brings happiness and smile on your days! but i guess, they forgot to tell me what happens when love failed to work.

i read a book my boss gave me on my 2004's birthday. it says:
If God sees you need a mate, He will provide the right one at the right time.

from what i see, along the meeting Mr. right's journey : there will be several little stages we need to go through. a little training for us, to prepare ourselves to meet the one. to learn how to love perfectly :) yes, it's normal to find and keep looking for the mr. right, but if you get tired, slow it down, relax.. let love find you instead.

i went to my sis in law's house yesterday, and we shared some sad stories, little thing did i know, life is short.. and getting shorter if we lost the one we love.

there's this two lovely couple who just got married two years ago. the husband was teacher in ranau while the woman worked in kgau. few miles separate them. because of love, this wife tried her hard to get transfer to ranau. one day, this man complaint of feeling discomfort in his chest. after some arrangement with the doctor, they decided to operate him. so, the operation went on. hours after, the doctor said the operation was successful. but somehow... the man died on the operation table. it wasnt his chest that caused the great pain. it was the blood - darah beku - on his knees which had been there for years. and sadly, it attacked till his brain too. more sad, his wife's application to get transferred was successful on the same day.. and she got her stuff moved from kgau to ranau already. i cant imagine her feeling to bring back her stuff. it's really sad.

she even said "i dont wanna get married anymore.."

T_T
we never know what the future may hold for us. but let's just starts telling people how much we love them, everyday okay? :)

refreshing the memory.

miss the place! miss the people! and miss the very comfy bed!

My heart and soul.

Blood is thicker than water! and i cant agree more :)

xoxo

gaining again.

i just had hamburger, chicken wings & some other heavy foods for dinner + supper. see, im going to get my size back in anytime soon. i try d hardest i can to put aside all those meals, but they just kept calling my name.

haish. how can we say no to your stomach?

T_T

needles.

that was the fourth times they got this needle stuff on me.

i was admitted last 14th, only found the courage to snap picture 5 days after. hehe uhh, i cant be cocky of losing my weight by now, cause i gets hungry every minute, every second ever since. lama-lama jadi belon. belon bulat mcm bola. haha

i have to see the doctor again tomorrow . . im signing off now. off to bed. :D

xx

bad day

at mile 16, Gum-Gum. me and mr. taxi were stuck at this traffic jam for 3 hours and 20 minutes! we can only passed the road once the lorry was moved to the left side. haish.

The antidote for fifty enemies is one friend

we met, and we instantly become bff. same head, same taste :) the drama in the office have just started, so, it's really important to have a friend you can trust and to share all those shits in your head. i hate blowing my head off, esp when the Miss Right starts to hold her head high. higher than the ceiling fyi! so, the sharing thing will often being done once we reached home. HAHA.

but Thank God, at least, at this stranger's land, we have each other.

both strangers in a stranger place.

the 25

facts. i copied the tag from Mr. franky :D dia bilang "tagged, sepa2 la mau buat" haha.. so, here we goes.

1. i love traveling. so much.

2. i love skyline. but i dont own any.

3. im pretty addicted to online shopping. i shop mostly thru internet.

4. i love fashion.

5. i loves to sing. any place. any where. currently, me & yana's fav. song in the car "keliru- ruth sahayana"

6. How i met your mother, Cougar Town, Desperate Housewives, Supernatural, The Amazing Race Asia, Ghost whisperer, Curtis - take home chef : are all my number 1 TV shows.

7. im a food monster.

8. i love dimples. at times, i wish i was born with it XD

9. my sony mp3 is my bestbuddy, which i cant live without.

10. i believed in karma. what goes around, comes around.

11. can see ghosts when i was a little girl.

12. is currently looking for baju kurung moden. just realized how mine are so outdated.

13. is the youngest daughter

14. stubborn

15. sensitive. sometimes.

16. Gonop is my night buddy. and i truly cant live without it also.

17. HATES snake, worms and its relatives.

18. Bongking & Koko were my other souls, until they died. i lost a part of me.

19. i love beach!!

20. i love Vincci

21. my first crush when i was in primary :D

22. my first love was a disaster.

23. found my soulmate, and was so heavenly beautiful until i ruined everything.

24. deeply regret for 23.

25. lastly, i am me.

whoa. tagged all of my bloggers friends :D

latest crave.

fall in love at the first sight :D