Thursday, June 2, 2011

Jetlag!

i am still in holiday mood :P
and thinking of going to visit there again soon! we got to meet the Madagascar's members, Adam & the family, The mummy's members, marilyn monroe :P experienced 4D, been on the boat, Shrek's Far Far Away kingdom and soooo on!
i am seriously in LOVE with the place. oh gosh @_@
it was absolutely fun and i come back with memories flood! :P

so many stories to tell, so much things to show.
but my line didnt work right recently. it keeps disconnecting :(

anyway, some pics to share here :)

<3

Monday, May 30, 2011

Whenever we safely land in a plane, we promise God a little something. ~Mignon McLaughlin

Im homee! :D soo tired! but it was awesome! worth every penny! lol!

will update soon!


<3

Thursday, May 26, 2011

It's like im losing you again :')

A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails .. la la la ~

dont know where should i start.

the make ups, pants, or toiletries?

cause im just too excited to leave! :D

God bless our journey! weeheeeeee !!!

<3

:)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Twin Otter?

no, seriously, i dunno how to spell this otter thing.

i was in kk since last Saturday, to meet my dearest sister and adorable Khayla (She is sooo lovable!) i flew with Mas wings again, on my way to kk and trust me, that moment, i seriously thought the plane was going to collapse in any minute, strongly because it was too small for the heavy rain & the strong wind. it shake and moved really hard, it suddenly fell below and started to shake again. and i saw some lights coming from the window, might be the plane's neon but i assumed it was a thunder.

Gosh, i was so panicked!
all of us screamed for like 5-10 minutes, and i saw a couple hugging to each other, how sweet :) but i was so alone in my row :( all i got is my chair to hold tight! and my other hand was looking for my phone, you know, just in case. the children started to cry, we're all screamed... my God, the fear seized me! my hand perspired, shake too hard and so do my heart beat. It wasnt really stable even on its landing!!!

Trust me, it was the longest 45 minutes ever in my whole life!!!

i swear it would be my last flying with poker.

until i got back yesterday.
:P
janji tinggal janjiii... lol!

anyway, i was greatly shocked when we're already on board. i was so like this,

' .. seriously?? '

My, why must the plane would be that SMALLER! i started to feel hot, and cold, shaking.. i was certain everyone around me could hear my heart beating. there's no way i could turn back to find Boeing or Airbus! and there's no way i could run away like a crazy maniac begging for a big plane, well at least, a bit bigger than that??! .. as a record, there were only 5 of us on the Twin Otter.

we all got the window seat! and it still failed to calm me.

i started to get panicked when they told me we'll be transit to Kudat before heading to Sandakan. -__-
oh great, 45 minutes + 40 minutes = 85 minutes of misery! so then my panicked mind raced as fast as my fingers on my phone pad. & instead of pretending to fall asleep along the way, pretending to not know i was on the smallest plane, i prayed and leave all my worries to Him.

God, You're in charge now.

and wow! i never thought flying with Twin Otter could be that exciting!! i even got to see Simpang Mengayau from the top, it was so breathtaking views along the way. and i dont have to be Stewardess to talk with the pilot. how awesome!

here's the Twin Otter,


funny was, my bf was shocked and laughed real hard when i pointed him the Twin Otter soon after i reached Sandakan Airport.

he goes
"gila! ingat kapal poker besa ja.."

i replied
"NAH KAN!!!!"

he continue laughing. cis! i was scared to death and he still can smile2 and laugh2!
:(

that's it.

Later~

Monday, May 23, 2011

Goooood Night!

goshhh, whatta day!

it was really tiring.
Maybank Community Day was absolute fun last Saturday.
and i had to catch my flight on its eve.
oh, ive been to the smallest plane today, but will blog these tomorrow.
cause all i need now, is a really good night sleep.

and get back to work tomorrow!

my! how times fly away really fast.

Nitey Nite guys.
xx

Friday, May 20, 2011

There is always hope

i believe in miracle, i believe in God's work
i believe in hope.

There is always hope. no matter how hopeless. there is always hope.

God, bless her..
guide her..
give her the strength..
give her a chance God.. :')

in Your name, i trust.
amen



Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Love, live, laugh?

My. Im not good in handling mind conflict. I feel extremely down today, n things did not goes exactly as planned.. All i need is a shoulder 2 lean on, but i guess, i'll b so alone with this headache. God...

CREEP


When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out, she run, run, run, run, run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here