Monday, June 30, 2008

Nice surprise again!!!

I thought I'll be spending my evening today with TV and mags, but whatta nice surprise, my buddies Mimi and Cecelia came.. I miss them!!! Really do!!

It's been times i haven't meet Mimi, my close buddy and she changed alot!! i mean, really do!! From the way she speaks to the body shape ( hahaha.. i keep calling her fatty!! ) I miss her! She's been studying in Masterskill College in KL, thats' why didn't see her quite often. But, I'm glad she came.

We went to Tamu, 10 minutes walk from my house, and we talked a lot. They even stopped by at home for hours after we went to tamu, and yeshh!! Mimi finally own a friendster account ( haha she's bad in computer years before, I'm glad she's changed hahaha )

Weee.. been ages didn't step here!! Tamu..

Great buddies! with Mimi and Cecelia Cicak :P

Can't wait for the reunion this July, 6th!!

Update Lists

Belinda Yap & Alex - Confirmed!
Betharia Joannes & Allan - Confirmed!
Ninie & Runcie - Confirmed!
Cherye Goh - Confirmed!
Cecelia Johnny - Confirmed!
Rozianna James & Gary - Confirmed!
Rosemeylene J.Tan - Finally, CONFIRMED!!

Yesh! Glad Mimi able to join us!!

The road is taken,

New Make Over!!

Yesterday was a tiring day for me.. altho i done nothing much but still, felt the heavy burdens in my shoulder .. Whats wrong wt me??

I'm thinking about changing my hair style, from curly to short straight.. Next week perhaps, thanks to Titty - the "make over things" ( if u know what it is :P ) i did make an experiment to my hair which one should be good on me :P

And i choose this..

Don't mind the mouth, just the hair i wanna show you :)

How's it??.. Some said i looked matured in this hair ( altho i'm trying to look young!! haha ) but i love the colour and the style :)

Will tell the progress real soon.


Sunday, June 29, 2008


1 week left before our reunion!!.. cant wait!!! These are the lists that will rock the night.. =)

Belinda Yap & Alex - Confirmed!!
Betharia Joannes & Alan - Confirmed!!
Raynelda Jane & Runcie - Confirmed!!
Cherye Goh - Confirmed!!
Rozianna James & Gary - Confirmed!!
Cecelia Johnny -Confirmed!!
Rosemeylene J.Tan - Not sure :(

Really cant wait to gather with them!! ( Yesh!! )


Saturday, June 28, 2008

Touching Story and I Love my Mum so much!

This is a story about one son and his mum..

"My mom only had one eye. I hated her.. she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school, one of my classmates said " EEE, your mom only has one eye!!!"

I wanted to bury myself.

I also wanted my mom to just dissapear.
I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?"

My mom did not repond.
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what i had said, because i was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So i studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then i got married.

I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and i yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, " How dare you come to my house and scare my children!! Get out of here! NOW!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered " Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address"

And she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So i lied to my wife that i was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went the old shack just out of curiosity.

The house was darked.
My neighbors said that she dies.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and
Scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
Growing up.

You see........ when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
Place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother."

:'( ..

Cherish your mum.

Loving her till the end,

Friday, June 27, 2008

Found My Ring, Finally after a YEAR!!!

O God, I've been looking for my ring for a year and just now, without expecting to find it ( in fact, I've been forgotten about it ) I finally Found it! ~ *Wink....

I cleaned up my terrible-messy room ( been gone for awhile ) and suddenly, the ring popped from the tiny wallet.. hehe see, everything happen for a reason. If the room's not messy then I won't find it. ( I'm soo Happy!! )

It was my 22nd birthday gift from Mum.. and it has its own history, that's why i love it.

Sure, will appreciate it more :)

Living Life, still

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Thinking of suicide??? READ THIS!!

Title: A letter from Hell

Here's a letter from a suicide girl who jumped from the 10th Floor that had gave up in her life..

Dear life,

On my way falling to the ground floor i saw..

The known loving couple in 10th Floor hitting each other..

The usually tough and strong Peter in 9th Floor is crying..

8th Floor Ah Mei just found out her fiancee is sleeping with her best friend..

7th Floor Dean is taking her daily anti-depression medicine..

6th Floor jobless Mark still buys 7 newspaper to search for a job everyday..

Much respected Mr.Wong in 5th Floor is trying his wife's undergarment..

4th Floor Rose is again fighting with the boyfriend..

3rd Floor Lily is staring at the picture of her lost husband since half year ago..

Old man in 2nd Floor everyday is hoping someone would come by and pay him a visit..
. Before i jumped off from the building, i thought i was the most unlucky person..
Now i just realized everyone has their own problems and worries..

After i had seen all these, i found out, in fact.. i wasn't bad after all..


The people that i saw just now is looking at me now..

I think after they see me now, they might feel they are not that bad after all....

If only I'd knew it before.........................................


MORAL : Never give up no matter how hopeless :P Everything happen for a reason.. just go on with your life.. nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it'll be worth it... in the end =)

Title : Suicide Jumper

A guy trying to suicide at this 31st Street near 8th Avenue..

By jumping from a four-foot tall ledge protruding from a seemingly abandoned building..

The view from across the street

" Is he going to die? "

Someone must have called the police, because Officer Randy McNabb soon arrived to talk the jumper down.

“It’s ok. Everybody gets a little depressed around the holidays”

As the scene gets more dramatic, more people join the crowd to figure out what’s going on.

Officer McNabb soon ascertained that the jumper’s name was “Will” and that he was devastated after not receiving a Christmas bonus. He couldn’t even afford to buy his kids presents this year, and suicide seemed like the only way out. Suddenly a cab pulled up to the scene and Will’s wife, Eliza frantically dashed out.

“We got your wife here. She says she loves you very much.”

Out of nowhere a shout is suddenly heard at the far edge of the ledge. “Will! What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Will’s coworker, Nate, had braved the dangerous ledge in attempt to save the day.

“Sir, don’t try to be a hero.”

Much to everyone’s relief a fireman appeared on the scene. He sprinted down the street with a trampoline, ready to save the day.

“You got a lotta people who care about you, Will.”

Officer McNabb encouraged the crowd to cross the street and come closer to show their support for Will.

Will looked deep into the eyes of Eliza and realized he was about to make a huge mistake. “I’ll come down. I’ll come down,” he shouted as the crowd gasped with relief. It was determined that jumping down to the trampoline would be safer than walking back along the narrow ledge. The fireman instructed Will to aim for the “x” in the center of the trampoline and the crowd cheered him on by chanting “Hit the x!” Just before Will was about to jump a huge gust of wind caused him to lose his balance.

Unable to regain his balance, Will bravely pushed off the ledge.

The fireman quickly covers Will with a warm blanket as Eliza rushes in to hug him. Officer McNabb announced on the megaphone, “We got him! He’s ok!” It was a true Christmas Miracle.

Nate jumps to safety.

“Use your head next time.”

Agent McNabb broke the crowd up. “Show’s over everybody. Let’s give these folks some space.” The crowd dispersed as Will and Eliza slowly walked off together.

More details? CLICK HERE


Life indeed is the greatest give from God, We may face the bad and the good times..
It's not always gonna be shiny day..
It's not always gonna be rainy day..
that every thing happen for a reason (:
Life goes on after all..

A big CHEERS!!

~ ZzzZZ..

It's 10 minutes before 2.00 in the morning, but me, still cannot sleep... *Waaaaa.... nothing is bothering me but why cant sleep eh??..

The chicken and dogs are singing now, they should formed a choir group.. heeee...harmonize!! should get up and lying on the bed by now..

Wish for more brilliant days ahead~

Nite Bloggers n readers! :P

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Wat happen again??

Yesterday was a disaster "again" for Sabahan. According to The Star, rumors were spreading saying that gas kiosks are closing for 3 days from Wednesday because “kiosk dealers nationwide were demanding higher commissions following the recent fuel hike.”

The paper further said that officials from Shell Malaysia and the Sabah Petroleum Dealers Association has confirmed that no such closure will happen and that a Sabah Shell spokesman said that their retail stations nationwide will continue with normal operating hours.

However, it seems that people were not taking any risks, rather believed the news and queuing up for hours! It shouldn't happen. Runcie dear was stuck in that tragic jam @Tanjung Lipat for almost 2 hours altho he's only on his way to fetch me and not to refill the tank. The traffic jam suffered more people. WTF.

It’s just too ridiculous!

The scenery from Tanjung Lipat..

And to cheer our day from the jam ( i guess?? ), we went to this Seremban Seafood Restaurant in Alamesra. It was our first time had dinner there, the service was excellent. The waitress even greeted me 'Mam' the moment she served the tidbit, guess i really look alike aunty2 that night.. hehe We ordered Tauhu Claypot (my favorite) and the sweet&sour chicken, and i ate a lot once again. Bravo!! hahaa..

Hungry!! waiting for the food..


Tauhu Claypot

Chicken sweet&sour

Licin! huahaha..

cannot thank enough :)

Don't wanna missed out, here's another picture of ME EATING in Chicken Rice Shop, 1 Borneo ~ Just another prove that I'm serious in gaining weight.. hahaha

This was so yumie!! You should try this..

The look from the food monster huahaha
P/S : If you notice my skinny bone!! OMG huhu

Sister Kobie
The food for two.

The Dessert..

And i'm on my way goin Back.. hehe Kaki penat ehh... huhu

breathing, still.

Love is a losing Game..

Had just downloaded this song. I once said to my sis that it's not that good. but somehow, i started to like it =)

Amy Winehouse - Love Is A Losing Game lyrics

For you I was the flame,
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came,
Love is losing game

One I wish I never played,
Oh, what a mess we made
And now the final frame,
Love is a losing game

Played out by the band,
Love is a losing hand
MOre than I could stand,
Love is a losing hand

Self professed and profound
Tilter tips were down
Know you’re a gambling man
Love is a loosing hand

Tho' I battled blind,
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind,
Love is a fate resigned

Over futile odds,
And laughed at by the Gods
And now the final frame,
Love is a losing game

Love this!!



Home.. Home!! Finally home!

Finally , i have my 2 weeks holiday before the new semester starts! *Weee.. Sure will enjoy it to the fullest :P

Go back Ranau today with childhood bestfriend, Gomoi.. we've grown so much, OMG.. i cant believe we both will turn to 24 soon!! Really, 24 years old???.. Sometimes, i forgot my age. Not because i refused to grow ( If i have a choice!! ) it's just that i forgot when i born.. haha not until someone said "Don't you think you're too old for that?" or the same age said "Excuse me kak.." or "Emm, I'm sorry but this only for 20s below..."

OK OK, i get it. I'm getting old!!!
Gomoi and me :)

But, who cares..

Age is just a number, right?? ( Yesh2!!! ) and the higher it gets, the more valuable we'll become ( Perhaps?? ) .. Try me?? I've dated a young fabulous man for a year now. so, who cares about age. haha.. Why am i being so emotional here?? haha..

So tired. Need a lil nap. Then i'll continue blogging *Wink.....

CHEERS ..burger! hehe..

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Tips to gain weight

ya2.. still me trying to gain more kilos this week hehehe.. beat said i gained a lil bit, muahehehe... but thanks to Komeng, she gave me this useful tips!!..

" to gain more weight!
Eat a lots of grain & rice! Tatap naik punya must exercise & reshape your muscle..

Advise..weightlifting (dumbell should be ok) focus on the ribs, 'pinggang' & hip area..

For hands muscles do the usual weightlifting exercise, focus on your tricep & bisep..tanya c kobs mana satu aaa..

Paling aerobic 30min-1hour a day at least 3 times a week; OR swimming at least once/twice a week..1 hour should be ok. Mana2 ko ada masa..

Mitos..jogging is enough..A BIG NO NO! It only for you fitness (cardio) & built up more on you thigh! & more..injury 100% on you knee/joint! Beware of that!

Diet is ok, don't go Extreme..example like me! I do the extreme diet; result--SICKNESS..gastric to be sure! So, go for lite diet. It better be average than more/less.

the most important advise..DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY! You can be sad at that moment when people complain/critic about your weight BUT, remember it is YOUR BODY..& YOU HAVE TO LOVE IT!"

Kobie and Komeng..

So, ladies and gentlemen, for those who like a change in their life :P, let's practice it together!! Thanks again to komeng!!

P/S = You should try her "Jessersize" class!! Sorry for the misspelling huhu


Sunday, June 22, 2008

Coffee and Cups

Got this from sister, Kobie. Really nice one! Should take a moment to read this :)

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.

'A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite -telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said:

'If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases, it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink.

What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups... you began eyeing each other's cups.

'Now consider this:

'Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live. Sometimes, by concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee. Enjoy your coffee!.

"The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything"

1. Live simply. (Apply this since a kid!!)

2. Love generously. ( Trying :P )

3. Care deeply. ( I care most people that i love !! )

4. Speak kindly. ( trying, still hehe )


Outing with sister :)

2 days left before my "single-paper" exam.. huhu.. but will do the best for sure ( same words for every exam!!) i should take my time with revision now.

Kobie treats me and Salau, her bf a dinner at this Beijing seafood Restaurant at Kg Nelayan, Bukit Padang last friday.. *Weeee.... So sad, my haaa-behh cannot join us that night huhu...
It's Buffet BBQ Steamboat, and the best thing about this buffet is ~ EAT ALL YOU CAN!!!! there' no limitation in refill your chicken, prawn, meatball, Vegetables, Beef meat, Tauhu ( i luv d most! ), fruitssss, Mee & mee hun, Popia, Wantan, Fried rice.. gosh, so many to mention.. hehe We ate alot!! but not the prawn huhu, hate to be allergic to that "God's most delicious yumie creation" huhuhu.......
The price is RM30++ per pax, including the service charge and wet tissue RM0.50 each hehe.. Thanks to Kobie. and ya, i met this old friend, Johnny there.. he changed nothing, still the same guy i knew :)

The BBQ Steamboat...

The cooking process hehe

My chicken almost masak... :)

Sister Kobie, semangat menggoreng hehe

The view you can see from the seat. nice one!

Me buzy with makan tauhu... yum2.. sedap!! and the one and only single pic of Kobie's bf's hand hehehe


Yesh!! I'm a food monster

Time to go back.. :)


Yesterday, i went to I Borneo, the "largest lifestyle hypermall".. and it's really big + wide. It's like you hiking the "flat mountain".. My leg was a bit hurt altho i'm not wearing a heel, (luckily Kobie warn me before i put the heel on) And ya, The deco sort like Alamanda. =)

Altho some of the building are still under construction, there were lots of people there. It took half an hour for us just to find the parking.. huhu Let's see how it looks when it's fully complete soon. =)

And runcie dear :), thanks for the pizza last night. hehe.. i just love eating. hahaha