Saturday, April 25, 2009

Saturday n im thinking of home.

happy Saturday guys ^^ i have to work today, but it's okay. i learn how to stop complaining haha.. after what happened yesterday.. something i did which embarrassed me. a little fight on the road? the lady deserved the curse :P but the pilak, he deserved more. Klu pilak, buat la ba cara pilak kan. This is our place, and you can see them almost every little part of Sabah. They are the bus driver, they're the conductor, they're the sales girl, some even become a security guard in local companies -_- How come we're not safe in our own place anymore?? to be specific, i hate pilak guys or whatever they call themselves.

but okay... some isnt that bad. the one who own legal IC.

omg, am i complaining?? lol.

anyway.. next week will be the last week of April. see, times do slip really fast.
well. Happy saturday everyone! :)

P/S: VOTE FOR SIPADAN, for more info, click here

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Break the silence pls.

Im glad it's four pm already!! cause u know, waiting is painful. the office seems to be sooo quiet today ~ and im suffered to death. Headache, headache.. cause i cant stand the silence -_- i saw my colleague trying her best not to sleep. Thank God, im not the only one suffering here haha

anyway, im a little bit mad at our driver cum office boy today. He is attached to her wife like a maid. He is the maid and the wife is the boss. Whatever happen in their marriage @ relationship, i dont actually really care. since i have my own life to take care of. But when it has something to do with work, esp the urgent one, then it'll be my business.

cause i'll be the one who get the blame... Yerk, i hate it when it comes to this point. I hate when the MD started to become a lion. it's useless. it'll only distract the mood and delay the works. another excuse for me to go downstairs and do window shopping. AND usually, it'll ended up with buying a plastic of kuih-muih / foods. The good reason why i gain another 2kg this month.

well, it's almost 5pm now. haha fyi, we fasten the clock 15-10 minutes. clever one! in the morning also have to come 15 minutes early then.. clever one?

well guys, drive safety. remember, live life to the fullest! ;)

checked : 16:57pm
Mood : Mixed

Monday, April 20, 2009

The Devil wears fake prada.

oh well. My monday sucks after morning. My morning? just fine, I woke up at 5.30am, and is the earliest morning for me this April. lol.. My brother going back to T'ganu already, continue his training for another few months. Anyway, im not in the mood @ the office today, our MD started her lion-attitude again today :P Nasib boss kan? Full moon kali. lol.

but she's not that bad after all, despite of being arrogant the whole day, she, indeed, still knew how to appreciate her workers. Cause she did finally noticed my bracelet after weeks, lol. She came to me this noon and stood at my back for like few minutes. i guess she took the precious few minutes to acknowledges the bracelet's existence. lol. why? basically, she'll always be the first person to notice our changes ; hair, clothes even accessories. and she'll say it loud, i mean, really loud. =_=

so she goes ;

Her : Waa.. nice bracelet. Where did you get it?
me : emm.. from my sister.
Her : Owh, she give you everything?
me : *confused* No.. [what everything?]
Her : birthday gift, is it?
me : No..
Her : what occ is it?
me :.. emm.. nothing?
her : *bingung*

5 minutes after, she asked me to go downstairs and bought her a macaroni. =_= Nasib boss kann? patut la kna puji2!.. and sucks!sucks! my fav bracelet accidentally broke into pieces. i even lost some of the crystals.. i wonder if it has something to do with a bad spell? lol. my mind going somewhere u dun wanna know. and the MD's face was linger in my mind~ lol. am i in love? lol. stupid one. lol.

I spent most of my afternoon with a thought of heavy rock stuck on my head, which leads to mentality abusing. lol. see, i dun even know what to write. anyway, the disease became worst when the MD asked me to settle the bank guarantee ; 25 minutes before the bank closed. and i had to walked on feet, as fast as i can.. sucks!sucks! luckily i still have 10 minutes left before the bank called it a day. i almost fall asleep waiting the staff to get me all the guarantees... huhu okay, i did it for 1-2 minutes? whatever. im the only customer that moment. muhahaha

i reached office around 1640+, and i saw the MD coming to me

Her: owh, you just had your lunch?
me: .. noo.. i went to bank kan..
Her : owh, okay.. so hows everything?
me: bla..bla..

at this point, i wish i am the boss. lol.
i set a goal to become one.

i reached home exhausted and tired!! im thinking of going to bed as early as i wash up. but nah, here i am, haha.. and it's almost midnight. hehe

tomorrow waits for me already.. so, nite2 everyone! cheers!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

The Lambert


at first, i was into Scott but soon after he's out; i changed the supports to Adam.
he's sooo good in singing!

Adam, all the best!

and yes, ive seen the photo of you kissing another guy but hell cares, i dont. Gay or what, i dont care. cause it's your voice that matter to me after all :P

p.s : if u guys dunno what im crappin about, watch American Idol.

Take care all!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Dear~Dearer~Dearest!! This is your day :)

Baby, Baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it

You better watch out, You better not cry
Better not pout, Im telling you why
Special day is coming to you!

Special day, what??
Special day, whose??
Special day now and special day now?
Happy Birthday Im wishing you now!

[ seriously, im bad in doing lyrics!!]

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y!

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy Birthday to you..

Happy birthday to dearest..

happy birthday to us! [ okay, to you ]

love ya!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I have a dream

I want to be a professional Singer!
where everyone will stand up for me

when i sing my first verse
where the professional people in music industry

will be impressed by my voice
where you wish to see me sing again and again,
Yes, this is my dream!
and im going to achieve it.
You may laugh at me now but

soon you will cry to hear my voice.
I might disguise you with my looks
but i will amaze you with my voice..
It may be impossible for you to think
but this is my dream..

- illustration by ninie herself for 40's singer Susan Boyle

You'll be amazed - click here to see what i mean!
cause im amazed!

Viva Forever~

This what im doing during my lunch time!
t a g g e d!
THANK YOU doLp_fwiNa ..
did i tell you, your face looks a lil bit like my ex-colleague?
Anyway, im actually dunno which one was the tag so i copy both of the pics :P ..
The rules
:1. Link the person who tagged you.
2. Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.
3. Post this in one or all of your blogs.
4. Answer the four questions following these Rules.
5. Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
6. Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNeR (PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.
7. Have Fun! [ i will! ]
The Q's and A's
1. The person who tagged you: doLp_fwiNa
His/her site's title and url: a story of a lil' gurl [click for the link ;)]
3. Date when you were tagged: April 16th, 2009.
4. Persons you tagged
Kadusmama [ byk sd tag ko hehe ]
Mama Mia

Tag from B e l l e dear :)

RuLes & ReGuLaTioNs:
1. Do not copy the answers.
2. The tag questions must be 100% same.
3. Tag people after doing the tag.
4. No tagging back!
Tagging :
1 Kobie ♥
2 Runcie ♥♥
3 Kadusmama ♥
4 Honeybuzz ♥
5 Bbey ♥
6 Mraz ♥
7 Xang ♥
8 Yuq! ♥
9 Rosie ♥
10 Betclis ♥
How do you know 1?~♥ d ruma. hehehe shes my sister.
What would you do if you never met 2?~♥ HAPPY! :) the reason? just because!
:.What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?~♥ 3 Dated yang mcmana? haha Im surely loves to hang out these gorgeous mamas. Jap, honeybuzz ko sd kawin ka??
Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?~♥ as a friend, yes!
:.Do you think 7 is attractive?~♥ Yes! Mcm budak cina ni c xang ni hehe
Do you know anything about 8's family?~♥ Cousin dia sa kenal la hehehe

.:.Tell me something about 9.~♥ ..Cute and lovely girl :)

.:.What language does 2 speak?~♥ Macam2 bahasa dia ni pakai, haha da yang sa tia faham jg kadang2 hahaha
:.Who is 3 going out with?~♥ Isaac and Inesha!

.:.How old is 4?~♥ Age is just a number ba. hehe [ pdhal sa tia tau ni ]

.:.Who is 6's favourite singer?~♥ mesti lagu cina, sebab dia mcm cina :P
:.Would you date 7?~♥ Can ba. Go shopping hehehe
:.Is 10 single?~♥ It's complicated kan kolok hehehe
:.What is 9's last name?~♥ Gu*** :)

.:.Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?~♥ we're in relationship hahaa sisters ba

.:.Which school does 2 go to?~♥ All Saints and currently in Inti :)
:.What do you like about 3?~♥ We have a childhood memories together. tho im a little bit younger. haha
Yay!! Siap sd kerjarumah sa!! hehehe
take care!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Ninie, make up your mind!

I wonder should i go
should i stay
i decided to stay. Means i choose to be temporary loyal to my current company. Let go is the hardest thing to do! I found my guts to reject the interview. omg! ive really done it.


But ive decide already so.. STICK with it and


I know ive should be thankful for the offer i got but instead of doing that, im hit by this dilemma term. [ No matter what i do, All i think about is you.. soundtrack :P ] Yesterday the person in charge of the Korean Tourism Company called me for an interview this afternoon ; IM EXCITED! but the problem is, im attached with my work at this used-to-be horrible company already, the boss had finally "fell in love" with me, the work time suits me and i can surf the Internet all day long [ Muahaha ]. but im eager to work with that korean company, what it feels like to have a korean boss.

i dont know if i should go.

Wait, it's only an interview! who say i get the job?? ~ Perasan! :P but im the only one they called for interview.

It's 11 Am already, hours left before afternoon. God, have mercy! Im stuck in the middle. I dunno what to do.


Monday, April 13, 2009


Im home @ kk already. Dayem. Times running freaking fast. Is it really compulsory for us to keep growing? To leave the past and continue breaking the wonders of the future? ..I feel Old, seriously... [ eventho my man said otherwise ] :P

Anyway, i met my childhood buddies this morning,stupid me, i shouldnt neglected them! after what they had done for me for these years. I was almost in tears. We hugged so tightly and kept jumping happily. Like a monkey get a banana. Hah! but who cares. I love them so deeply... but, I had to rushed back to taxi after lunch with my sisters. I really wish i went to see them yesterday, cause i was at home, lying on my bed - all day!

Headache attacked me again and again ; i need to take a nap to cure it cause Panadol wont makes me feel better. And im sooooo glad to see my man today :) with one smile from him, i know i can get through the rains :) lobiuuu!! hehe

sometimes it's okay to be crazy.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Dine at Gunter's Gasthaus

Me, hubby and Sis Kobie went to Gunter's Gasthaus, located in Likas last thursday.
It's my bro's gf's Restaurant actually, we promised them so many times to come over but only managed to fulfilled the promise- on that day.. :P

The place is so damn pretty! Decorated beautifully with all the flowers inside, German Touched!

A Perfect Deal for Romantic Dinner!

I cant read the menu [ my mind didnt work properly that time:P ] so i ordered what my brother suggested, and it has something to do with October Fest?

the salad? Eat all you can.

and my brother did the sausage :) Home made sausage, that's why it cost pretty high. He done the delicious fried rice too! I almost forgot how big he is already.

Jasmine and Riky.

I dont care about the diet-ing process anymore cause i cant resist the charm of the foods.... uhhh.... I think, the times you didnt spend with food is wasted. haha

Happy sunday guys! :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009


Im going home, back to the place where i belong.. La La..

Im home ^-*, im glad im home. really am. [ terharu ni balik ruma :P ]
We went back last friday wt sis' fiance around 11 something, i cant really remember the exact departed time, but we sempat singgah my ex-campus :) my sister mau hantar assignment ba.

so, i managed to snap some pics la to share :)

The sea view. My friends used to lepak here after class / Exam

The part view of the pejabat.

The view.

Meniru adalah satu kesalahan!
Banner for Examination ba ni.

Oooo, here's me. Kegilaan melanda. hehehe

the place still the same, nothing changed. Oh, another parking space for students was added.. At least, something did changed hehe

i met my old ex-classmates here in Ranau, so glad!
whatelse? whatelse?

Happy Easter Everyone!!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

100 Truth

100 Truth
tag from gurly, thankiu2 (^_^)v

001. Real Name: RJA
002. Nickname(s): Ninie / Niniut [ trima kasih pd yg mberi nama ni ]
003. Age: Muda lagi woi! :D
004. Zodiac Sign: Cancer
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: Tadika Kemas, with Gomoi, Mimi and Cicak.
007. Middle School: SKPRS.
008. High School: SMMSR.
009. College School: Uitm di hatiku.

010. Hair Colour: Black!
011. Long or Short: Short :'(
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends. :P
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera: Camera Phone :P
015. Health Freak: Food freak o. Gumuk sd sa.
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Crush + In Love + Adore
018. Eat or Drink: Both
019. Piercings: Yes
020. Tattoos : i wish!

021. Social or Anti-Social: Social, cari kawan!
022. First Piercing: Time budak lagi, my cousin guna ice kasi keras my telinga, then cucuk jarum yang baru kena bakar and letak eraser di belakang telinga, supaya tia biut tu lubang telinga. hehehe
023. First Relationship: Form 1 hahaha
024. First Best Friend: Before Tadika, My buddy Gomoi.
025. First Award: Pelajar Berpotensi. hahaha Thankiu2..
026. First Kiss: La..La..
027. First Pet: Anak kucing yang t'sesat di belakang rumah.
028. First Big Vacation: Manukan Island hehe pun budak jg.
029. First Love at First Sight: Form 6.
030. First Big Birthday: Tia ingat? but sure, celebrating with my buddies la.

049. Eating: Rojak.
050. Drink: Plain water.
051. Excitement Level: Normal.
052. I'm about to: do the Invoices! hahaha tapi sempat curi tulang, wa!
053. Listening to: Dont Cha, Pussycat Dolls, my collegue pasang.
054. Plan for today: Dinner with my dearest.
055. Waiting for: Gaji bulan April punya?
056. Energy Level: 7/10
057. Thinking of Someone: Always :P
058. Want Kids?: Ho Ho Ho
059. Want to Get Married?: God's will.
060. Careers in Mind?: Dancer hahaha.. tapi t'lari pigi account.

Which is better in the boy/girl you like,

068. Lips or Eyes?: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Perfectly both
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller than me
071. Protective or Caring?: Both!! :)
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both both and both
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: emm hehehhee
074. Sensitive or Loud?: So-So
o075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship :)
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Neither

Have you ever,
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope
081. Ran away from home: Once, but went to my neighbour @ bestfriend's house yg 5 minutes walking hehehe
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: So far, now. hehe
083. Killed somebody: Almost. hahaha.. nda ba.
084. Broken somenone's heart: Im sorry.
085. Been arrested: Haha nope.
087. Cried when someone died: Yes.

Do you believe in,
089. Do you Believe in Yourself: sometimes?
090. Miracles: Yes.
091. Love at first sight: NOPE! it takes time for you to know someone.
092. Heaven: is real!
093. Santa Claus: Yes. Tia Rugi juga if may percaya :)
094. Tooth Fairy: Tooth?
095. Kiss in The First Date: Nope. But people did.

Hey, it's not 100 truth. Some point missing and it's ended at 95.. hehehehe.. done my assignment, now tagging Everyone in my list :)


Happy Easter Everyone!

im going home this weekend!! yay! my MD approved my cuti2 malaysia.. hehe i miss home badly. cause i need to pack some stuff from there :P

cheers guys!!

Dear You .. Runc G.

Don't Worry dear,
Soon enough, everything will be just fine.
p.s i'll kick the lect. butt if he/she didnt see ur effort ah!

Cheer up!! ^^


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Give me a BED!

OOO.. Dear!
Im soooo sleepy -_-

Office Karaoke-ing

since my PC is the only one attached with speakers, my colleague officially announced me as a office-DJ hehe I googled YouTube and played the clips in row. My choice = Oldies songs. Haha i find it funny cause they actually loves the song, even the MAN and We locked the door to avoid anyone interrupt our kior-thing ni. :P

First song " That's why you go away "
Rated : 4 star
Background singer : Three of us, Me, Poh & Ten

Second song " Puppy Love "
Rated : 1 + Star
Background singer : Ten ONLY

Third song " Love me tender "
Rated : 2 Star
Background Singer : Everyone dreaming away!

Fourth song " Only You"
Rated : 5 star
Background singer : Three of us!

Fifth song " ilham ku"
Rated : 5 star
Background singer : We love this song!

The volume was at its maximum, fyi. macam jual Cd saja ni office. hehe Then suddenly, Mr ***** came in, one of the BOD of this company. We forgot he got a key baa...

Him : why you guys locked the door eh?
Poh : ... To avoid the salesman lor.
Him : oo, the person came in ar just now?
Poh: Ya lor.

He went back to his office [ next door ] and we starts singing again. hehe

Oh, and if you wonder why, my boss went to the clinic and have not yet come in. Yes, you can tell how happy we are now haha.. plus, three of us saja ba d opis, the rest got tour. I prayed they'll come after working hours or tomorrow ka hehehe Next day after tomorrow ka, next week ka... hehehehe :D

anyway guys, take care again :) stay away from drugs ya!


Tuesday, April 7, 2009


So busy today, i truly sympathize with my leg. It has to run 100 miles per hour. I need a superb leg massage now! and it shouldnt be me, the one who pay the bill. The management!! The Insurance company let me waits for almost 1 hour, they're freaking slow.

Bus!Bus! im sooo tired to handle this New Bus! what happen to the runner who supposedly do the things? He got his pay but im the one who do his business! [ ninie, seriously.. stop complaint! ]

But anyway, my boss again puji2 me today muahahaha.. but the compliment have nothing to do with my work =_= or because she knew my plan to resign? . . . will consider the plan after June. Yeah.

Well guys, take care~ ^^

p/s : Easter is coming!!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Saturday isnt that bad after all~

My boss compliments me today!!
and my nose starts to ^0o^/ ^o0^\^00^
kembang kempis ba! hehehe

now i dont want to resign la,
baru kana puji pun trus tia mau??
see la how :P

edited: 1249 hrs

It's 1 minute before 1am, It's Sunday guys.
see, times do running pretty fast.

im not sleepy yet ; i slept at 3pm and woke up at 1930+ hrs something, a strong reason why im still sitting here. My bed have-not-yet call me.

i tried my sister's lingerie just now, not the private one! :P the one for belly. Since i noticed my belly jadi buncit suda. so, it's better i do something to prevent it become more besar.. hehe and u know what, i dont fit the lingerie. I have to pushed all my lemak before i can finally button it all. haha kan, im really getting fat. i tried it on for like 15 minutes.. but it makes me dizzy.

maybe i wear it in a wrong way. haha

will try again. I let you know whether it works. haha
i celebrate my first diet moment with this Mamee snacks. No, it wont add extra calorie in my body.... ya ka?

I forgot that i have couples of movies waiting for me to watch.

Ninie signing off guys,
Have a great sunday!


Friday, April 3, 2009

Friday Freak

hello guys!
happy coming saturday .. i have this strong feeling that im not going to like my saturday morning. I have to go work baaa.. malasnya.

but it's okay, we put that feeling aside. It wont change the day no matter how badly i complaint, right? True or not? [ my Boss' favourite words! True or not? ] hehe

went to 1B with hubby today, kesian him.. overloads of projects! You know the best thing to cure the headache is to let it out, and free your mind. The longer you keep it stays in your head, the more pressures you'll get. Result? Glooming, Pimples, potential of suicide, anti-social.. Relax, there's gotta be more to life.

true or not? [ omg, i sounds exactly like her ]

anyway, my mum came back from Jakarta few weeks ago with a new style! I almost didnt recognize her for God's sake. Me and hubby's brother's fiancee waiting patiently for them at this arrival gate [ did i mentioned it was the same day i lost my dearest Hp? ] and a group of mothers came to us,

i was like "... Mami!!! "

She wore a wig.

A long wig.

I saw my dad smiling cause my mum never had a long hair for the past 10 years, or more.
hehe and all the aunties wearing the same!

me and sister then try it once we're in this hotel, where mum&dad staying.
the result?
I love the wig!! It's pretty cheap if you bought in Jakarta, just thousand Rupiah, i dont remember the figure. Mum bought two pieces
[ Curly brown and curly black ]

and i stick it to my sister's after i did mine, she said she looks like the HE-SHE groups @Kg. Air [ if u know what im talking about ], just need add fake-eye-lashes and make-up, the heavy one! hehe

but i think it looks lovely.

We then went to Kg. Air for dinner

[ i wish my brothers were there also ].

i had two laici ping... seriously, it's for me.
and dad ordered these for our hungry stomach :P

the Kimono's im wearing makes me look like a 7-month pregant lady. [ im in love with Kimono's dress nowadays!!!! ]

it's feel nice to spend times with my parents :)

till then, take care guys :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

May June - Money!!

April's fool, teda yang kasi kana sa hehehe... everyone busy with their works, even myself la.. awal bulan do many things to submit kan.. ive never actually celebrate April's 1st.
Minor tricks saja laaa.. hehe

Phew! again, i felt like im letting go the times just like that, and i havent yet, earn something, like going overseas or own a car? Suddenly i regret for not furthering my studies, suddenly thought of working at the mountain again, suddenly thought of resigning my current job
[ i told u, i have million thoughts in my mind ]

everyone does, right
........... is it?

And suddenly i thought the importance of money!
if you asked me how important money is, i would say, not-so important and money shouldnt be the first in your list. That's my My answer for 10 years back then.
There's a drastic incremental in prices [ houses, cars, furnitures ..etc.. u name it ] , the debts is flirting and going to attach you, no matter how far you try to avoid yourself from this invisible along, it'll come closer. so, Kasih kuat iman!!!

See, the kuih muih you buy, WAS MYR1.OO for 5, NOW?? MYR1.oo for 3 ( if you're lucky) or 2, some 1 ONLY. Makin mahal orang bilang. What to do kan, the living standard makin tinggi.. anyway, i should learn to save now =_=

I need money for my May and June's trip.
i cannot ask from my dad/mum already ; im halfway to 30's and im working. Dont make any sense to ask money from them anymore, right? i should be the one who pay their bills.
Lecture me, go on.


ba, pa lagi bilang.. stop being shopaholix and kasi jimat duit!! hehehehe

Happy Thursday Guys ~ :)

The climb . .

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about..

It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith

Keep your faith..

miley cyrus