Monday, January 26, 2009


Today is the first day of chinese new year :)

wishing you all, GONG XI FA CAI!


have a safe journey~

ENGAGEMENT always a sweet thing to do.


25th January makes another history for the future to remember. Another couple commit their loves on their engagement day,

my one and only sister, Kobie
and soon will-be Brother in law.


they really had a serious talk! :P

9 from girl's, the purple one
7 from man's, the orange one

and after awhile, i wish my soon-will-be bro-in-law gave me this ;

they brought it home :(

us looking sooo damn blurry.


It was a tiring day, we left to bed at 4am and woke up again at 7am. no snoozing this morning. emm..okay, i did but it was for 5 minutes only................... okay, 10.

and thanked God everything went smoothly as we hope.
my sister will going to get married anytime
and i have to prepare myself
cause im going to sleep alone from that on

which is a good news!

my eyes resembles like the Pandas,
that makes me looks-like a cute skinny-panda,
and im not proud of it.


need to get my rest now~
CNY open house tomorrow at 9am!! yay!


Saturday, January 24, 2009

Appreciate the chance!!

went to meet the directors again this morning..

and yay!!
they give me the chance..


will starts work next week ~ after CNY,
gosh, im feeling good~
i feel like drinking a red wine and lying on the sundeck at Hawaii with bikini, hahaha yes, bikini haha Hawaiian dont really care about skinny-bonnie lady, i guess....?


and also i feel like im at the summit peak, watching the majestic mountain view, breathing and mostly,

with him

and him


p.s : they're the same guy.

haha.. hopefully, everything will be just fine and NINIE, commitment is not a choice, means, i have to commit myself in completing the given task.

semangat kannn hehe


Friday, January 23, 2009

i should do examo more!!!

crap!! i forgot yesterday was that sary day..
i even neglect him for a second.
i should be blamed.
and punished, i know huhu

theres a calender in my hp,
i know.
and badly, i didnt use its function.


to him ;

thanks for everything.
it means a world to me.
more THAN a world actually.
or any other planet that exist.

:P Tiramisu cake!! lotsLOTSlots!!

QRU 73!
im a quick learner baa!! hehehe

Ive got a call!!

it was at 2 something this afternoon,
i thought i'll never get that call, seriously.

i didnt get that job, yet
but she told me to go back there again tomorrow for a discussion ; i guess.
hubby said it is a second interview to decide IF im suit for the post.

*Cant think anything*

and oya,
for some other reason, i dont work in Mt Kinabalu anymore.
i miss that place so badly.

need to expand my experience in the field i studied before.

happy friday everyone!
ari nam cuti suda.. hehehehe buli p suping cny suda tu.
ba, take care aaar

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Grey's anatomy yay!

The award's prerequisite

1.Copy badge 'Cute's 3blogger AWARD' di atas dan letakkan di blog anda. ( i DID :] )
2.Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yg memberikan award nih. ( hehe okay.. i wil )
3.Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih peserta award seterusnye...
( okay lagi.. )
4.Anda harus memilih 10 blogger penerima award ini ( okay dan okay hehe )

5.Jgn lupa melawat blog 10 blogger penerima award ini bg memberitahu 'anda di tag'. ( sure will )


~ 10 facts about me truly ~

♥ i LOVE music : heals me whatever mood i am :)
♥ Believe Life has many surprises to offer
♥ Believe in God and His existence
♥ Fall in Love and stick to that ONE only for the rest of the lovelife.
♥ Grey's anatomy's lover and believe Meredith should stand for what she wants.
♥ Sensitive to slow-songs and emo movies.
♥ Allergic to EGOism people. yucks!
♥ Nature Lover :) Peace!
♥ Mount Kinabalu shared hundred memories of mine.
♥ Believe Good people deserve a good life.

Nah, you know 10 facts about who-is ninie suda.. now, JENG!JENG!JENG! im tagging :
♥Rosie, ♥Kadusmama, ♥Annieming, ♥Bbey, ♥madpie,♥Yuq,♥Lady Xang,♥Gadis Borneo and ♥Mrs Graig

Take Care ya!

i need a class for english.

i went to Wisma today for an INTERVIEW! ( Figure which Wisma )
and i was Nervous + blur + curious
something i just cannot explain in words.

my twin-name-bro is a drifter wannabe.
1 hour from Ranau to KK ( i swear )
no, he didnt drift along the way, but he speed as someone chasing us.

ooo, the interview!
ive waited until 2pm for that,
and i felt the butterflies dancing in my stomach with Pitbull song. who can imagine.

they asked me 99.8% in English.
i felt like a primary-one girl learning how to speak english.
more worst???? i kept mumbling alone continue with MANY 'emm...'
im stuck at the front of the interviewer like a dumb ass.
I even mixed the languages.. ( e.g they handle the peralatan-peralatan )

i think i did worst.
but i tried, didnt i?

" we'll call you tomorrow to tell you what we've decide"
" okay.."


but i didnt hope that high.
i know, big chances ~ i didnt make it
and weird but somehow it makes me smile :P

garang ba bos dia :P

another story for a day.

thanks to bbey :)
among all of us, she remembered me for the post :)
im touched :'(

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Paris Hilton eat Hinava, who can imagine?

Update! hehe.. heres another tag from shaf :)

"Fill in the ____'s"

I would never ____in public: pee
I have more than one_____: brother.
I have never seen a_____: president of USA
I hate when people say______: eww, whats wrong with your face??
I laugh at people when:_______: they made me laugh.
I could never________: trade my memories for anything.
I love everything but________: wars and pain.
I sometimes I wish_______was legal: went overseas without ticket and im not a crew.
I would hate it if someone ever____: badmouthing me at my BACK.
I would be heart broken if______ : Jay Chou finally get married.
I think Paris Hilton should_______: try the hinava/Beseu made from Sabah :P
I have never said______in my life: God bless America
I ate______before on accident: Rabbit. i was 8-9 that moment.
I forgot my______: Purse in KL. ( Urrrgh! )
I will never forget my_______: Dad's name. i wont.
I "LOL" every time someone says______: funniest words.
I cry almost every time I_________: am at my self-down moment.
I get so mad when i see people_______: who are egos.
I think everyone should_________: respects to human-kind and the nature.
I wonder if teachers_________: ever regret for choosing their career?
I never thought i would try__________: to climb the mountain when i had no physical preparation!!
I hate when my girlfriend/boyfriend_______: is not listening to me.
I would never eat___________: snakes!
I wish i would be on the TV show________: American Idol as a judge.
I think the fashion industry is_________: blast from the past.
I feel models are just too__________: anorexic.
I hope my kids are always________: respects to the adults and love their parents ~ so much.
I never would wish__________: Mount Kinabalu to get taller each year.
I think this survey is________: fine.
I would die without__________: my soul hehehe
I think my stereotype is_________: likely girly.
I think my parents think I'm a_______: weak and i hate that.
I would__________do a survey like this again: be eager to
If i hear________one more time I'll______: i'll be loved for the rest of my life, be damn Happy.
I just wanted to say__________: im hungry and need to eat.

take care xoxo

Happy Birthday To Sharon Bbey!!

Picture taken December 19th 2008, PutraJaya.

Happy Birthday sweet buddy.
Sorry i didnt get to wish you on YOUR DAY,
ran out credit ba :P

May all your wish comes true
May the happiness filled your day
May you always be blessed.

Happy Birthday Sharon
January 9th :)

take care bbey,

Saturday, January 10, 2009

i see, Money is essential.

today, sa again, pi kasi abis tusin hehe.. ari-ari sa p jalan, macam mau lari saja tu kk kan.. hehe.. neway, i went to Centre Point with my sis and my future bro-in-law, ni la first time sa p CP after several months i didnt step there, honestly. in fact, i dont really like to shops there :P .. as i was looking around, i noticed that the BURGER KING was missing. poor me, i dont even know when the time it was replaced. nah, tu la.. pemalas pigi CP kan.

and theres no stuff ive fallen in except the pink gunting which cost 0.80 cent only, hehe The Watson was almost empty. yes, EMPTY.

Then, kami pigi Wisma. I met my dearest one there ~ and we 4, have lunch together. Makan saja kerja kami ni ari. Perut sa pun memulas-mulas suda.. telampau packed suda makanan di dalam.. hehe

Trust me, we didnt stopped eating there.

My dear brought me to Penampang for another meal.. and we ate more than we supposed to eat, but im loving it still.. who can resist the purest-yumie lap chong anyway? :P .. it's Non-Halal, pls take notice.. :)

and we ate again in 1B 30 minutes later.

Gayo Nakan kan.

we went back to 1B not because to eat semata-mata.. but also, for the short pant im talking about in the previous post :P hehe Percaya? sa try Size S : tkuyak tu tempat masuk tali pinggang dia hehe , Then sa try size M : Tia dapat butang, mau men paksa ni.. Lastly sa try size L : muat ba.

doii.. mau gumuk suda sa.. gumbira la laukung sa ni.. dia yang brabis kasi gumuk sa.. tapi perut duluan gumuk ooo.. macamana tu???? huhuu

Im lucky to have my sister belanja me today : the sluar yang sa mimpi2 mau beli, new Vincci Sandal and Pizza Hut. Shes the best.. yang time kana blanja saja kan hehe

and yes, Money is somehow become one of our needs. Many years before, we can still cakap yang money is not everything. masi sistem barter lagi kan, things still can be changed to others if you wish to have. NOW??? masuk tandas pun mau bayar ooo. you still can go in free at KL la kan. tapi sini tempat kita, teda 20 sen, teda la ko dapat masuk di dalam huhu habis la menahan di luar ekeke.. uii, duit juga tu 20 sen.

sekarang lagi, semua harga barang makin naik. If last time, with 50 cent, you can have a fresh vege, you name one. Faham-faham sajala tu harga sayur sekarang kan.. RM1 suda lor, da lagi yang RM2.

Sayur naik pun sebab harga yang len naik kan. Baja Sayur pun mana murah suda.

Im Not mad. No... hehehe Actually, what im trying to say here.. is harga tu sluar yang sa beli tia padan sama kualiti kain dia.. tapi heran juga, sebab sa pigi beli juga ni. Ba, suda jatuh cinta.. or else, i'll keep saying it for days.

as a conclusion, starts saving now hehehehe


Friday, January 9, 2009

Tagged! and im Lovin it :P

hehe thanks shaf!! i love tag~~~ here we goes!

[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
♥ My bestfriend Cely

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
♥ on 29th Aug i think, went to City Mall with hubby and Cely.

[THREE] What's your father name?
♥ why?

[FOUR] Your current relationship status?
♥ Taken :)

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
♥ dont have any.

[SIX] What is your current mood?
♥ Bored hehe

[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
♥ why again?

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
♥ Black

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
♥ hehe

[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
♥ i wont cut my hair *sob*sob*

[ELEVEN] Have a crazy side?
♥ ya and it goes wild hehe

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience?
♥ almost hit by a car.

[THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot?
♥ Eating!!!! hahaha

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
♥ not now hehe

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now?
♥ ya, mau bawa p makan but he got class to attend :(

[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
♥ what drama? real drama or on Tv? ~ general? sometimes :)

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
♥ Last December, when i lost my purse in Putrajaya.

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
♥ Family

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
♥ Runcie
♥ Damien Ryan
♥ My brothers

[TWENTY] What is your favourite place?
♥ Mountain

[TWENTY ONE] Where is your perfect ideal spot?
♥ Australia, hopefully.

[TWENTY-TWO]what's your biggest secret?
♥ something that u shouldnt know.

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
♥ i dunno.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Would you ever take him/her back?
♥ for what?

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
♥ yeah... even my mum did haha

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
♥ Manggo!!!!!!!!!!! and plain water.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other languages?
♥ i speak baby language hahahaha and alien ones. really.

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite smell?
♥ Ocean?

[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life
♥ Im happy with it.
♥ Life isnt that bad after all

[THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
♥ hehe

[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?
♥ sometimes. December rains look so beautiful in Ranau.

[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now?
♥ thirsty. i want to drink.

[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing right now?
♥ Sleeping? hahaha

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite memory?
♥ all the good ones.

[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to?
♥ music? hahaa

[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told I love you ?
♥ Hubby.

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?
♥ No la. tapi behave skit la hehehehe

[THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural hair color?
♥ Black

[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile?
♥ Hubby :)

♥ Rosie
♥ Kadusmama
♥ Annieming
♥ Mrs Graig
♥ Mama Mia
♥ Honeybuzz
♥ Madpie

♥ ninie

Make You Feel My Love ♥♥

When the rain Is blowing in your face
And the whole world Is on your case
I could offer you A warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows And the stars appear
And there is no one there To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you Haven't made Your mind up yet
But I would never Do you wrong
I've known it From the moment
That we met..No doubt in my mind
Where you belong
I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

Mount Kinabalu

weee.. thanks for the comments of me getting a new job.. hehe
i know ive been there before, but as many of the ancestors, u really cannot control the butterflies on your stomach, nor tried, somehow, u'd still feel it, in the end.

as ordinary person, indeed i never keen to know the outside of the place she used to live, itself. borns with no bravery ; that i finally earned them at the 4095.2 meter ; top of the place where i was raised. Witness the majestic at the peak ; breath and praise the Creator for the beautiful creation He made. Whispering "Thank You" that i made there, Smile comes with happiness.

Never believed i had made it ; experienced the vastness of the universe ; and the little pain worth the memories i gained ; was mesmerized by the beauty of the nature and the heavy-burden-head gone ; took away by the winds of the peak.

i have million memories there, in fact :P
the best way to know the place well,
is to be there ~ ninie

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Ive got a JOB!!

This is NO lie.
ive got a job.. yeah.
it was a random talk with my buddy actually
i was joking asking her if i can work again at the mountain
and she called me this afternoon with a GOOD news.
one vacant and it's for me :P

back to where i used to be ; 4 years before ; and now im going back there :)
and hopefully, the internet can be used there
so i can blog from the mount kinbalu :P
will climb to Laban Rata this coming 13th.
i dunno if i'll be started working on the same day or next day;
still im worry if i can make it or not ; im not a good climber huhu
my last record was worst and practically ruined my hope to conquer the land in the future,
but i dunno whats on earth that makes me decided to climb it again.
hubby said i should go.
sister said i should go.
mum said if i can climb it again, then y not.
dad said ".. theres a vacant in the Ranau shop : cashier " .. emmm.
3 vs 1.
i choose 3 :P
hope everything will be on track.
m happy today :D
went dating with my precious one.
and we ate alot :
Nasi Ayam for breakfast, Nasi Ayam KFC for lunch and Noodle Set at Chicken Rice Shop for dinner.. hehe
and in the future, if u notice a big-fat-couple walking around with a chicken on the hand : that would be us hahaha
we went for watched movie in 1B : Bedtime Stories acted by Adam sandler ( he's my fav! ).. it was funny ; skeeter + bugsy and Russel the infant sorrow.. RM8 worth for the movie :)
we went for window-shopping.. hehe im lucky 2 have the greatest bestfriend+boyfriend in the world, that he shared the same interest like me :P emm..altho some time he just waits outside the shop.. hehe.. im falling in love with the short pants in the shop~~ if only im afford to buy :(
gagar ba mau nek gunung balik huhu
i love today :) and everything happen on this day. hehe
will take some time to visit your blogs , blogger friends. huhu.. lama sa tia p melawat kan... nanti sa ksi popped cheri ni message box kamu hehe..
take carexoxo

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Pelupa is me

i went out early today.. and im sooo glad that ME NINIE finally is a legal malaysian!! hehehe.. oohh u dont wanna know about it.. hehe so, dad urged me to do my resume and things like that ; and i did. yeah~ i AM serious to get a job hihi

basically i went to cc today~ since the internet wasnt working at home, my brother said it was the power supply who caused the pc cannot be swicthed on. bla..bla.. then, it's really hard to find a cc with a Printer service here in ranau, oohh trust me, memang susah.

then i went to this cc, ive never been before and theres this person smiling ~ like welcoming me at the first place. so i goes like :

me : hey, dapat ka internet sini??
the owner : ada,
me : laju ka?
the owner : ada, knapa.. * and still smiling.
me : da printer ka sini?
the owner : ni * pointing the printer
me : buli print ka?
the owner : printer kan.. buli la
me : oo ok. sa mau men

and he still smiling, i was like.." what???"

the owner : ko btul2 tia ingat sa suda oo kan
me:.. ..........
the owner : ba2..
me : astaga... roy ka???????
the owner : yaba..
me : astaga... sa tia kanal o... knapa ko makin gumuk??? ko suda kwin ka??

it was my schoolmate since primary.. haha i really dont recognized him. hihi.. but nasib dia masi knal sa... me and my buddies used to bullied him back then, now he owned a cc already oo. so, should apologize him for the cases. hehe..

but anyway, ya it's me the winner of pelupa award. hihi

well, thats all for today hihi..

to hubby, studi kuai2.. hehehe

take carexoxo

Sunday, January 4, 2009


saja mau upload dis pic :P
hes talking wt his bestfriend's mum.
candid ba,
take care all!

Wedding cheers - Uncle Mailson Mahap and Avelyn :)

Congratulations to my Uncle Mailson for his wedding last year :)
We went to Topokon, Tuaran on December 29th 2008 for the reception.
and expected time arrived was at 2.05pm,
it's a long journey i can tell hihi..
but the view was nice.. all the green-trees covered the land, im a nature lover remember? :P
the theme was : White and black.
me wears white.
hubby wears black.
it means : angel vs devil.
but we still can nicely get along, so no worries :P
my ahki, mama, uncle & aunties from Kota Marudu were there.
they Dont wear Whites!!
us from Ranau wears white. well, almost :)
We danced alot.
Dancing :P
Finally, i learn how to dance poco-poco.. hehe
and, it's my FIRST TIME saw hubby dance sumazau!!!!
hehe.. sporting oo dia menari ni, sama yang twist hehehehe
and my cousin menghayati all the tarian so much.
if only i captured her face that moment.. hihi
and we went home around 6pm.
us going back KK.
Me, Hubby, Kobie and Roxanne headed to Tg Aru Beach after that for dinner :P
and mum dad went home Ranau.
overall, it was a nice wedding.
cause it was my FIRST TIME sang and dance in a wedding party.. hahaha

i duno whats wrong with the uploader.
i try to upload more pics but bikin kasi tinggi darah sja ni..
nanti2 sa kasi upload kio.
again, congratulations to them :)
may they live happily ever after.

Friday, January 2, 2009

2008 ~ Year of changes.

hihi.. i just couldnt leave the year huh?
this year was a memorable year for me, ive done some new things and i learnt alot.
firstly ; i learn to eat EGG.
suddenly, i forgot the allergic term.
but still i dont eat prawns.
secondly ; i learn to eat charsau
hehehehehehe... it tastes emm.. nice.
i remember the looked from my buddies when i ordered it last year.
Thirdly ; i learn how to BLOG.
thanks to my sifu Ddie.. :P
Fourthly ; im addicted to Coca Cola
this is a surprise for me cause ive been a soya bean drinker previously.
Fifthly ; i learn how to be an entrepreneuer
by selling mee meggies and snacks in hostel hehe...
we still got customers after midnight.
Sixthly : i went to a holiday trip with my classmates
a farewell party at Borneo Paradise, 2 days 1 night
and KL trip, 10 days 10 nights.
seventhly : i become the Project Manager for a family day of my course
and altho i think i did worse but i still have some memories to share in the future :)
eightly : i participated the entreprenuer course
i learnt alot for that 1 week course :)
Ninthly : ive owned a 3G hp :P
hehehe.. a success for me to pujuk my mum to buy it :P
Tenthly : ( da ka tenthly??? ) learn to love people more and more :)
i cherished sweet times i had :)
nextly : many and many things that i wont forget but wandering in my mind how time cannot be turned back that we have to appreciate the moment we have cause life is damn short to live with regrets and revenges.
if we waste 10 years for regreting the time we wish to have, think how many moments will slip away just like that ~ empty.. and you cannot really remember when the last time you really, i mean REALLY feel happy on that 10 years?
live your moment now,
why should thinking about the past while we can have the future?
we cant changed the previous memories but we CAN with the future.
it's in your hands.
as Rihanna said : Living your life.. ohhh..ohhh...
and as Enigma said : Dont care what people said, just follow you own way..
thats all for today.
Goodbye england Rose.. eh, Goodbye 2008!
asta la Vista!

Good Morning 2nd day of 2009!

i need more times to believe that it's 2009 already.
somebody, please??

anyway, me wishing you all
a very good morning
on this second day of the brand new year~

well, to cheer u guys who feel sad that we're no longer in year 2008, take some time to visit this : HERE
Trust me, it is worth to click that!
see you soon~

My christmas gift!

Thanks to my dear one.
ive got these for christmas :P
and i got them 3 days before 25th, hehe
still it's xmas gift right..
Carlo Rino Handbag

and purse :)
" cause there's something in the way you look at me..
is it my heart says, you are the missing piece? "
THANK YOU l.o.v.e

Thursday, January 1, 2009

HELLO 2009!!

it's January, 1st 2009 already!!
my dear family..
My dear Hubby..
My dear friends..
and everyone. ( i mean, EVERYONE! )
i celebrated the countdown at hubby's home.
and altho this is the second time i celebrated with his family, the nerve still got me :P ( seriously! ) haha
the fireworks was really awesome.
huby hold me the moment we watch the 9 fireworks, and.. gosh.. what else do i want??? :P
and wine, is a must hehe
2009 should be a better year for me aaaar!!
my resolution :
a) to grow my hair LONG.
b) find a better job
c) Be a better ME.
and anything to do to reach the happiness.
ahhh well, 2008 will remain a history..
im sure i HAVE many stories to tell my kids in the future.