Thursday, June 30, 2011

not comfy.

morning guys,

im having a stomach cramp at d moment. it does hurt sometimes, and im not feeling comfy at all.

Yana said it might be the laksa we ate last night. But i seriously feels, it because of the slimming thing i wore for almost 9 hours a day. yeah, im not that desperately to be thinner fyi, but i wanted to feel nice by losing some weight. blame it on the jeans!! I cannot fit it perfectly. I was on my half way struggled wearing it on when i found myself gave up and feeling absolutely abashed.

Hoho! Nah, whatever.

Let's see if i can lose a few weights this week

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

im more than a bird, im more than a plane..

it was a hectic days. but the sweat just worth it! I was at my worst feeling nearly abdicated my responsibilities, but thank God, i had the time to complete them just MINUTES before the 'judges' arrived :P and surprisingly, our branch did a great job! And for sooo many times i said, im just too proud to be part of the company :)

anyway, i was having this korean day dreaming all day. I was imagined myself walking around the lake, arms to arms with *cough, junpyo. haha oh God, he is just so beautiful! The hottest man alive indeed. his character was soo real, and my, i just love him so deeply. I know im the last one to watch it. But naah, whooo caress! Haha

Two days more n it's friday.
howw great it is!!

til next post, cheers!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Madly Midnight.

Ive been in a funk, counting the hours before i meet the judges. i am not used to it, yet. i am utterly new to this, tho i experienced sitting next to the auditor before, and attend an auditor's class for a half a year, but it still gets my nerve. im trying to get a snap out of it.

it is almost 3 am in the morning. i was really sleepy hours ago, and a slurp of Nescafe did awake me til this very moment. i cannot sleep -__- thousands of things running in my mind. my, where do i starts?

i miss my family.

im so dead worried how my coming 20th Sept will be! it's my 1st year working with the company. i am not a great prediction-er. in fact, out of 100, only 40% of it came true.

i started to realize that i am about to face a big financial crisis. obviously, cause i didnt manage my money perfectly. i practically had invested them in a wrong place. like, Online Shopping and Super market.

i havent really complete my work actually, i bring lots of files home, hoping i could finish them in a day, cause Sunday is Hari Rehat Sedunia, but i have only started with the basic thing. T_T im tooo moody to continue finishing it.

i think i am getting really really fat. i cannot fit into my jeans. seriously.

im dying to watch Transformer next week!

i fall in love with Junpyo :D he smells pretty awesome! he take my breath away~

too many in my heads. and i dont know which is this, which is that.
sigh. forget this shitty crap.


Memories Flood.

so long! see you next time!


Saturday, June 25, 2011


my gosh!! badly help in need here :'((
i dont have the mood at all! to complete all these things!

keep my finger crossed! harap2 plan berjalan dengan lancar. hihi

p/s: listen to 'fool again' westlife. and i miss my girls.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Slurpy Yummy!

soo tired! had a blast, laugh the whole eve.
next post :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Rachel, Quinn, Santana


I just miss you so much.

When you say, I miss the things you do,
I just wanna get back close again to you.
But for now, your voice is near enough,
How I miss you, when I miss you, love.
And though,
All the days that pass me by so slow
All the emptiness inside me flows, all around,
And there's no way out
I'm just thinkin' so much of you,
There was never any doubt...

I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there, too
I can wait forever, if you will, I know it's worth it all
To spend my life alone with you..

Monday, June 20, 2011

The greatest gift I ever had Came from God, I call him Dad!

my dad is a music lover! he loves to play guitar, drum and indeed, he plays best in keyboard. And, Daddy has a great voice too! :P yeah, he's the best criticizer in the house! i have to make sure dad's not around when i want toooo sing!

nanti dia bilang 'hujan oh hujan, kenapa engkau turunn..'

we have his passion. we're also into music so dearly!
here's dad during his teenager's life.

Dad with his guitar.

Dad in role, and as a Charlie Chaplin :P

Dad, the singer.

we bought a vintage jacket for him yesterday, and we were a little bit worried actually. He spontaneous mentioning earlier that he still have lots of new clothes/shoes which he clearly dont need any additional of these. we were clueless and blank, to think the whole evening just to find a perfect gift for him. cerewet sikit ba dadi sa ni :P HAHA

me: Dad! happy father's day! *hugging him*
Him: okay, thank you.
Me: naah, gift dari kami! tia tau dadi suka ka nda
Him: em, suka ba.. suda kna beli, mana dadi buli cakap tia suka
me: tingu mah dad
Him: nanti la.

and he later unwrapped the plastic,

Him: apa ni, napa mcm selimut

me: T_T

Him: wah, cantikk o!! vintage! dadi suka ni jacket!

and he put it on.

soo happy ler my dad loves it! :))

Happy Father's Day, Dad! :)

& to my brother and brother-in-law.

We love you!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Daddy, i LOVE you!

Happy Father's Day!

to all daddies in the world.

Home Sick, Mind Sick.

Hello Saturday!

It is 18th already! My, it's baby Khayla's fullmoon :D can you actually believes how fast times is?? i am utterly excited to meet her later! in just few more hours.

in the meantime, let me enjoy the coldness of tonight! how i miss to be home! it's been awhile since we, the family, gathered together. celebrating and toasting. laughing and sharing. Feeling reunited is amazing! and i miss to feel that way. i immensely miss my memories. growing up is never an option, i know. but, as we grew older, we tend to leave lots of things behind, to chase things that we thought is matter the most.

why we have to grow up, anyway? why things must changed? why cant it stays the same? .. no, i am not doubted God's work, but sometimes i wish i have a better answers to these.

but God, i know.

I have to grow up to continue discovering life, or else, i'll be trapped in only one stage for the whole life without knowing how it feels to be kid, to be young, to be older. to deal complications as any of these. Things have to change. cause nothing last forever. but we-know-who. The world is moving, and i guess, that is why it cannot stays the same like, for ever.

i just miss those days, badly.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

A day to remember.


Sci-Fi City's Roller Coaster, Singapore.

ASNB activity.

we were at the community hall all day :)
and look at these kids, how friendly they were.


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Friday, June 10, 2011

What the Hell??!


oh my goodness! it was such a heartbreaking news!
why on earth could they done that? seriously, what kind of joy do they get? why must they become so babi sial and done that acid thing?

how sad!

please be extra careful ladies.

i am so dead sleepy right now. Trying my hard to be so wide awake, but the tiredness seems to have in control of my body, physically & mentally.

i aint gonna waste Saturday's eve this easily?!

i wont. i am just going to cherish it by giving myself an early good night sleep. NOW.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

A stranger in a stranger land.


was on my way to MBB this morning when this man approached me, somewhat asking for a direction. o yea, on what has tragically happened to malaysian nowadays, i choose to stand 80m away from him.

kinda yelling, i know.

Him: eer, buli tanya? di mana pusat multimedia di sini?
Me: Pusat multimedia?
Him: yang ada komputer-komputer.

okay. baikla.

My heart is still there!

i have a gooood feeling since i came back from USS.

lots of memories!

Monday, June 6, 2011

Around the city & Danga Bay

& end the day, withh

i have no idea if they call it the same?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

an early morning at T2

it was a tiring moment last saturday.

7am - 5pm : Working.
5pm : packing
6pm : depart from Sandakan to KK with bus.
1.15 am : Arrived at Inanam Bus Terminal
2 am - 4 am: wandering around at the airport. we just cant sleep.
4 am : Check in.
6.15: Depart to Johor
9.55 am : arrived in Senai Airport
10:15 am : went to Kotaraya Terminal with bus
11:45 am : arrived.
12:20 pm : Roy fetch us.
13.00 pm : reach hotel.

and Zzzzzz!!

we were so alone at the airport, luckily, Rovanne, Wei how and his cousins were there to accompany us!