Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Reaching for the star.

My dreams I have continued to pursue
Up high I tried to reach all the stars in view
You stood by me all the way through
Gave me hope that a better future will ensure
Kept me grounded when too high I flew
Urged me on when hopelessness grew
Now I believe dreams can come true
Because in my life there is you..
and i cannot thanked enough.
i just cant.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

This is NOT the END

tho leaving u guys hurts me so but lets not make this is the last.
tho waving goodbye cause the tears falling down, lets not make this is the end.
iknow im going to miss this so bad,
but i wont make this the end of accountancy warriors :)
see you in our first reunion soon!!!!!!!!

Christmas in K.M # 2

okay, this is the second xmas' diary i have in Kota Marudu :)
So, if the xmas' eve, we're at aunt Nonong house, on 25th we went to mum's cousin home. Our cousin ~ everybody's cousin :P hehe it was fun!!!
we bought another goodies for the ex-change.
this time i thought iwas lucky to received a big-square box.. but hey, remember the phrase: dont judge the book by its cover???? should bear in mind tho. It wasnt the sandal i thought i got, it WAS this bikin lap kaki warna hijau siap ada tulisan WELCOME lagi.. hahaa... but its okay la, still a gift rightttttt...
my sister and me urus tukar-tukar hadiah for kids.
i almost lost my voice.
practically, we asked the kids to do a task before they finally get their gifts. hehe.. and MOST of them done this shuffle dance!! OMG. sa pun tia pandai guyang-guyang kaki macam dorang ni. hehehe cheers for them. young-talented kids made from KM hehe
we also had this pertandingan menari between us ( Ranau + KM )and them ( Labuan +KM ).. main-main punya game. Like White chicks kunun... hehehe Poco-poco pun ada juga kami menari and God's sake, i really dunno that steps. it was my FIRST TIME danced poco2 hahaha.. bida ni.
and pertandingan goreng pisang, bukan yang masak2 punya,compete with your voice.. (i guess??) but this was the funniest among all. pecah perut oh. nanti2 la sa kasi crita, hehehe mau gila sa ingat tu time :P
and we had BBQ, family re-united, Wines, laughter..
and oya, my nenek cried when she hugged my mum.. it's been times.
and we had this Miss USA on TV right after the party. Miss Texas won the crown.. yay. hehe
going to upload pictures soon.. still lambat la ni server, huhu
take care :D

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Christmas in K.M

Okay, so we went to K.M on the 24th afternoon and celebrate the eve at aunt's house. it was simple but yet meaningful. We had this BBQ ( Fish and chickens ) and the traditional foods for the night..

i was about to upload more pics of that nite, but .. the server was slow. i mean, really slow. it took about 20 minutes just to upload picture. so, sereu la ba kan da pics hehehe

and for the exchange gift, i got a red-love-clock.. nice one. Compare to my uncle, a father of 4 kids, he got an Ultraman Toys. ya ba, ultraman yang da lampu2 merah lagi ni.. hehe.. even his kids pun laughed at him hehehe so, cheers for my clock la :P
so much to say here, but will continue tomorow okay. hehehe. ngantuk ba.. :)
nitey nite all!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Im back from christmas!!

Baru balik from kampung..ooo, we had a long day!!
but im having so much fun!!! last night was a.. what we call this.. blast?? or fun??.. or whatever? but it was cool tho.
we've got a chance to meet long-lost cousins..
pictures???!! ~ wajib!
ex-change gifts!!
games ( the silly one!! )
wine?????? ilove it.
will update! haha.. i know2, promise to update MILLION times (well, not exactly million ) and i didnt. this time i'll make sure i keep my words :P
see you.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008


It's christmas again!!

a year passed and dont you think the time went off so fast?? i mean, really past. so much things happen to me this 2008.. Some thing changed and some stays still.. weee.. it feels like i had just celebrate my 2007 christmas and new year yesterday.

next week will be a brand new year and another resolution will be made.. hehe i cannot remember whats the previous one. is it the one to gain success or the one to become a better person in each day passing by?
or is it the same resolution every year??
anyway, we will not going to have an open house this year, as we'll celebrate it in K.Marudu.. yay!! my aunt told us to buy a christmas gift for grandmum and ahki and also, the one fo exchanging gift.i just love christmas :)
Will depart in a shortwhile :)
im wishing you guys and fellows, to have a wonderful merry christmas!!!
♥ enjoy your holiday..
♥ be happy :)
take care xoxo

Tagging :D

now i have times to blog.. after went through of the busy days, finally i can sit and spent my darling-times with my secretmelody blog :D
1stly :
thanks shaf ; for these tags!! will do this rightaway!
Bold the statements that are true for you. Italicise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.
I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I am a pretty good dancer
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with girls.
I’m obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
I tagged all the blogger on my sweet escape list :)
2ndly :
Shaf, finally i can done all ur tags :D hehe..
# What do friends call you?
# When is your birthday?
July, 3rd
# What are your favourite food?
Currently, this BBQ chicken noodle from Chicken Rice Shop. and the pai tee :P yumie!!
# Are you a hard drinker?
Define futher pls :P
# Where are you now?
Home, Ranau
# Do you work now?
# What song you like to hear when the time you are so lonely?
Oldies love song. hahaha
# Favourite movie.
# Provide some of your choice number?
3, 7
# What is your perfume?
Oceanus, The Body Shop
My Morgan
# Do you have other Friendster account?
I have ONE.
# Are you a party girl?
# Is there someone mad at you? If yes, think why.
Probably, Am my course-mate. Why? i forgot to copy the pictures to his laptop.. hehe.. ktawa lagi kan
# Name someone you like.
# Who are your best friend?
them :D
# A friend is..
someone who will be there for good and bad times,
someone who will wake at 2 am just to check if you're okay,
someone who REMEMBER your birthday,
someone who comments on your new outfits,
someone who hates the same person you cursed :P,
and mostly
someone who accept you for who you are.
# What is more important? Loved ones? or your friends?
i grew up with my girls and i shared my heart with my hubby. so, i choose both.
# Do you slept with your contact lense?
# Are you in relationship now?
YES and so much YES! :P
# Who was the last person you dated?
# What is love for you.
True feeling.
I to US.
# What makes you happy?
my gift of life.
# Introduce yourself. Tell us some words that they must know.
Im a nature lover. stubborn sometimes. i must get what i want. skinny. haha
# How about a message to your ex?
No thx.
# Say something to your bf.
Thanks for everything :)
# Dedicationto your crush?
Im taken. sorry. hehehehe
# Dedication to your friends?
I love you all for the memories we have together.
# Tagging.
yesh! im done with my assignments :P
take care! xoxo

Monday, December 22, 2008


Went to Lok Kawi for wildlife just now.. waaa,need update ASAP.
Will going back to ranau tomorrow, and K.Marudu for christmas!!! hehehe... im happy u can see :D
ok2.. will do the tags and will visit you guys soon~~~
ninie signing off

Sunday, December 21, 2008


well.. not exactly at home but i did reach my hometown :P... after few problems that i cannot really say here : finally, with God's will, im HOME!! yay!!

...but goodbye is always the hardest thing to do..
even you try the best to hide the tears,
it is still hard..

i love the moment i shared with my course mates in KL, i love them dearly and the every single laugh we had.

now its time for me to say goodbye to them. but it's only for awhile im sure.
looking for the coming reunion..


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Final Result!!

im in shah alam at the moment and EVERYONE talking about the final examination result!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~ shaking!!

but thank God, im happy with the result :).. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... im graduating!!!!!

will back on sunday~

and update !!

take care all~

Friday, December 12, 2008

Trip to KL


will depart to kl in a short while, and i had-just-done packed my stuff.. haha i dunno what to bring cause i dont really have the mood now~~..
*girl's prob*.. can guess huh??

i'll be going for 10 days basically and weee... hope the journey will be fun, yeah.

see you!

take care

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Birthday and us

i went out with my dearest buddies last friday, oo heck.. lama suda sa tia kuar with them.. ~ really miss ~ so, me and Cicak planned to do a surprise birthday for Cely..2 ari awal. It was a last-minute planned actually, few minutes before im heading to Ranau hehe.. and thanks to Cicak for sponsored the chocolate cake :P hehee...
* if you wondering whos cicak, shes buddy Cylia , we've been calling her since primary :P*

At 6.15pm, Mum sent us to KFC.. and just we planned to hide the cake, (so Cely wont smell the surprised).. mum blew out the truth! haha.. she accidentlly asked us " Sepa punya birthday ni kamu buat.."
Cely looked at us ; and we were like..." errrr.....it was Mimie's!! " ~ her birthday was 6 months ago... we just cannot hold the laughter... She knew it, finally... hehe

there were only 4 of us ; sadly Gomoi, Beth and Ujie cannot join us. Plus, the missing Ming Chai.

Smiling from the birthday girl~

We laughed and laughed and laughed.

Suria baja hitam!! haha sorry cak, sa ambi timun ko :P

" sa pun mau!! sa pun mau!! " - Mimie

muka2 kelaparan suda hehehe

yo man??! haha

i LOVE the moment i shared with them. we talked until near 10pm ~ talking about the memories in schools and the holidays we went together.
and the words " Do you remember the moment...., Ko ingat ka tu masa...." were said repeatedly.
sempat lagi kami crita hantu aa.. sampai sa tia dapat tidur 2 hari. bagus btul kan..
but anyway,
i cant wait to gather again with all of them this coming January in Labuan :)
well, it's 1.20 December 8th Morning... it was Cely's supposedly birthday..hehe
Happy Birthday again buddy!!!

Visiting Mt Kinabalu

Mount Kinabalu again??
yes, hehe.. me and my dear thinking to climb it next year ; i once promised myself not going to climb it again due to what happen last time but i broke the rules... well, hehe..

and im excited!!!

going to make another story in that memorable mountain :)

Friday, December 5, 2008


will go home in a shortwhile, waiting for my dad to fetch me.
going to meet my dear buddies, Cely, Mimie and Cicak this evening!!!
plan a surprise birthday party for cely :P shhh..
take care all..
and have a safe journey!
loving and caring :P

Only if i can...

i went to 1b again with my sister for handbag shop. ya, i need it for my next week trip since the old one had officially changed owner haha.. my mum love that one.

so, we went to this first shop, and there were LOTS of new handbags there... rambang mata la trus sa ni kan.. but im limited to only ONE bag.. so, punya lama sa pilih this one. My sister helped to pick, and even she did, i still have the desire to buy the three of them! only if im afford la.. hehehe... pilih punya pilih, last2 i buy the one my sister suggest me to.

By the time we reached home, i hanged the bag on the ceiling, and.. staring at it ~ for awhile.. hurm.. so i asked my sis

me : kobie, cantik ka ni bag?
Her : cantik ba..
me: emmm.. cantik ba kan
her: yala, sebab sa yang pilih kan..
me: emm... cantik ba kan.. tapi tu yang da reben besar lagi cantik kan.
her: ndala, telampau kilat, ni lagi cantik.
me: yala.. sebab yang itu, tangkai dia tebal.. sama karas ni.. kan
her :.. emm..
me: kan..
her: ya saja la..

huhu.. i admit im falling in love with both, and still thinking about the white bag with big red ribon on it.. i have to find the weaknesses about the 2nd bag so i wont dream about it tonight.

and ya, the dot2 pink colour also caught my eyes.

and the one with 2 big buttons on it.

and the one with white colour,

waaaaaaaaaa...... Ninie!!!

nda ba, suka juga ba yang ini hehehehe

Thursday, December 4, 2008

December Birthdays in Advance :)

i know2... few days left before the actual birthdays but since i'll be away for weeks and i cannot surf net for that period, im going to wishes these special peoples early :D

and going to be the first person wishing them? XD
Text Color
happy birthday to my dear bestfriend ;

Cherye Goh

~December 8th~

im thanked for the 12 years friendship we have :)
you're the GREATEST buddy of mine, and u knew me well..
and the memories of us keep linger on :)

the reason of me to live each day with no regrets :)

~December 15th~

Mum is the BEST! i remember when i first had my heart broke, mum was there for me and say " dont worry, no matter what happen, mum always support you! " :D

and will always give a positive comments on our dresses / outfits, eventho we know we look like a 40s? hehe

i love you mum!!

happy birthday to DAMIEN RYAN RAYNER

~ December 27th~

i just cant desribes in words how much i miss you :(

happy birthday to dear bestfriend

Betharia Johnes

~December 31st~

wee... you're the youngest among us and now, you're the earliest having your own family :D 11 years of friendship, im thanked for that. we've been gone through alot! i mean, ALOT.

the kinabalu park and laban rata's memories~ who can forget that.. hehehe we ; two alone ; watch the CSI in that restaurant.......and the germany guy?? haha :P

happy birthday buddy!!



Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Amazing Race Asia


Amazing Race Asia Season 1, 2 & 3 were done!
im not a big fan until i watched the season 2 ~ Pamela and Vanessa Chong!!
and i cant missed any.
my sister and my brother even addicted like me, sometimes kin annoy juga tingu yang da nangis2 sama sikit mau surrender tapi im loving it overall.
season 4 mau coming suda.. hehe so, sa try la tanya my sis kalau2 dia mau join kan hehehhehe
me : kobie, mari .ikut amazing race
Her : Duh!
me : Iya ba, mari ikut.
Her : ko tia nampak ka tu semua artis saja kana pilih
Me: manatau puluk..
Her : ...

hehe.. eventho shes my ONLY dearest sister, we shared, teased, laughed together but i guaranteed we cannot work-together as a team.. haha.. my dad? cannot also... maybe my youngest brother.. sebab my youngest one can hold his feeling, sometimes independent and sporting. He can gives a support if we lost our hopes.
ya.. the contestant of
Amazing Race Asia Season 4 from Malaysia, kobie and Ricky.. XD
kan best tu kalau dapat join... free ba tu p mana2.. Aussie, Nz, Thai, Japan, korea, Manila, India.. banyak eh. siok tu kan.. tapi memang need stamina yang kuat la.. me??? duiii.. I proved myself worst the last time i climbed Mt Kinabalu.. haha.. time keja sana, ok2 la.. sekarang?? duii.. hehehe

angan2 saja la tu kan.. :P

Winner of Amazing Race Season 1 - Malaysian team

Malaysian 1st runner up season 2

Malaysian 2nd runner up season 3

Ninie, Ricky and Kobie

winner of Amazing Race Asia Season 4???? hehehehe

buli ka tu kalau 3 orang? :D

*still wishing*

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

One Tree Hill

OMG! i missed few episodes ( probably ) or the new season had just started??
i was soo surprised watching it in 8tv this evening. They're no longer high school students and now Haley and Nathan owned a son, Jamie.
i mean, the story and environment different. totally.
It was sad to see that Lucas seeing someone else ; Peyton , Brooke. omg. how years changed, that they cant gather again like they used to be, playing basketball in the old-court, even Nathan locked himself.
i hope the next episodes will bring sunshine~
hurm.. i dont want my friendship become like that Huhu.. used to be a buddy but now a stranger waaa.. nightmare oo... Can u imagine how you and your buddies will be in the future??
how you share stories in the same blanket, gossip about guys and your crush?? Laugh , comments your clothes, taking pictures EVERYWHERE and cursed the person who stab your back??
and you only can HI when you meet her in 5 years after?
Tia mauuuuuuu!!!! palis.
luckily, we're still keep in touch ~ gossips, shops, vacations, reunion.
yes, i love them :)
One Tree Hill still rocks somehow :)

Monday, December 1, 2008

Christmas sale

another thing im happy about christmas is the offering low prices :P
went to 1B with my sister today..
she bought me new Vincci thuds and shirt..
thank you sis! i LOVE her on her pay day.. hehehehehe
what? shes my only sister after all haha
always baaa.. :P
ive been sleeping all day~
weee... redeemption! :P

Photo Funia

Im in holiday now! yay!
so, i stay @ my sis' house.. cause something happen that makes me need my sister to go back home wt me.. but, forget that matter..
hey, have u try this photo funia??
ive been doing this since half an hour ago..


see more of these:

My sister told me about this long before but been bz.. Now i have time to make some more! :P

try yourself!

Here: PhotoFunia

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Kursus Asas Keusahawanan Siswazah

i attend an entrepreneur course last week which ended yesterday.. phew!! *tired* this course actually for a entrepreneur wannabes.. it was my friend who suggested me to participate it and yeah... the tiring days worth for the knowledges i gained :P
This course stressed on Agriculture activties like fishing, modern farming and stuff like that since it was focus on that.. and we have one week to learn about this matter, do a business plan and present it on the last day..
24th-29th November 2008

Hubby sent me to register in UiTM. We were divided into 4 groups and im lucky group number 2. Then we were given a briefing about what should we do and not do. aaaahh, we have to wear Baju Kurungs everyday.. uhuh.. luckily i brought more than 1 pair and the activities went on from 8am until 11pm.

i shared my room with my ex-roomate Sharon, Nursiah and Jane.. *Happy* and the first activity was the Ice Breaking (acara wajib).. it was rather different from the traditional way it used to be, like standing at the front and introduce yourself.. bla..bla.. this time, we had to draw our picture BUT in Power Ranjers mode annndddd with a left hand ( right for the left hand ).. Cant u imagine how would it be?? haha.. im not good in drawing even in left hand!!
so, i drew. And this how it looks.

I know.. i know... i dont even know how exactly power ranjer look alike. My groupmate said, just draw what you know.. haha.. Hehe.. then the Lecturer asked us to stick it at our back.. and gave us 5 minutes for the students to comment it, we must have at least 5 comments.

and ive got these:

1. Pendekar Bujang Lapok
2. Pasang antena wireless ka ni?
3. apa ni? macam mahluk asing
4. ni alien dari planet mana ni? ekeke
5. alien ka ni hehehe..

The comments make me smile indeed. No one ever said it looks like power ranjer. haha.. and this some of my friend's

And we have to defend or correct the comment if we agree or not on what they wrote. basiaclly, it is about knowing yourself better, draw it in picture .. i guess? hehehe i was laughing still, the moment the lecturer mentioned the objective of doing so. hehe

We also made a modern farmer' dress from white papers and the thing we must have were cangkul ( dunno what in english :P ), sweat, farmer's hat and name.

our model was Cyrierine, shes good in catwalk hehe.. and im the narrator or the one who talked to the audience of what makes us different from other group.. hehe we made a modern cangkul, sarong, handphone, small pocket for handphone, hat and sweat.

Our cangkul has three functions :P
with a click of different button, it can

1. menyangkul .. wajib kan
2. Risen or siram tanaman.
3. play songs or MP3 hahaha.. so, the farmer wont feel boring. haha

and monday, tuesday and wednesday's afternoon at 4pm, we'll have this exercise or games. really Fun!!! ( Thurs and friday we have to concentrate in doing or business plan )


the last games we had was this " harimau "( tiger ).. yang mau nyanyi " pukul brapa harimau datang.. ".. it was really funny and fun!! the day before i was a tiger and i didnt managed to catch any!! haha.. i did catch one, i was grabbing his hand when he said " Ninie.. kita satu kumpulan laaa" huhuhu.... silap ba pula.. huhu.. tlampau siok mau bubut urang kan..

then, the next day, i was the chicken.. hehe so funny that we had to run so fast to avoid the tiger catch us. I saw my friend, Jane, the tiger looking at me .. like " hehehe... jaga ko ninie.. sa tangkap ko karang.. hehehe " .. and i ran before the lecturer told us so haha

basically, we cannot run until the bukit.. but we still did ran climbing it.. and sweat,sweat,sweat ooo .. there were 2 girls running until to the TOP and SCREAMING while running like theres someone chasing after them but actually NONE. It was so funny that even the lecturer cannot stop them..haha

And the other games were : Finding money, know your budget, aerobik, chopstick with marbles and so on.. :)

The rest of the days, we've been busy doing our business plan, and we chose to produce kerepek ubi, bayam and pisang.. we supposed to choose Soya Bean but changes happen last minute.. Soya bean need to collaborate with the international and many procuders need to be taken.. cause Malaysia didnt produce Soya bean but import from outside ~ china, japan and korea.

im the marketing manager, and my job is to do the marketing strategies in promoting our product.. lots and lots of things to do. one of them is to advertise it in blogspot :P cause it's free.

We present the business plan on saturday morning... huhu nerveous ni.. but i think we did well altho our financing manager predict we'll having losses for 3 years.. waaaa!! huhu..

The best presentation award goes to my buddy, Nursiah's group.. weeee... happy for her!! Their product is all about Frogs. Best ni dorang menang!! My group finished the business plan only at 5.00am.. Some even didnt sleep until the day of the presentation..*phew*
We've won the aerobik hehehehe.... *happy*.. thanked to the Womanizer and Alizee's songs.. :P

This is some of the pics include :)

The view from our room!!!!!! we can see the ocean and the pelabuhan :)

Nik with seventeen mag and her milo :)

did i tell you that we can have this wireless access in our room? :P hehehehee

but only certain time.. huhu..

overall, im happy to participate this course.. Agricultures can makes BIG profit!!... :) and is actually one of the highest income contribute in Malaysia.

thats all i can say here! :)

wanna see movie after this :P
take care