it's not wrong to be upset

🎶 causeee youu light of my lifee 🎶

i promised myself to clear d wardrobe 30 minutes ago, but i am still sitting at d corner of this bed, lookinggg and (just) buy lots of stuff online! not cool. ive been staying with my in laws for more than a month now. no, actually it has been more than 2 months. i gained weight (alot!) here but i dont have to clean the house everyday like what i did back at home. it's a guilty pleasure. i hate becoming fat but i also love im having more of me time at night. 

Daisy jie just asked my 'so Jane, wheres your next destination?' at d office today. 

i am sooo looking foward to visit Korea! Spring would sound awesome, i am so2 keen to see the Sakuras! tapiii my husband just not in d mood of traveling right now. 

so yes. my next destination would be, Ranau or kk, only. 

picture : taken in Osaka last autumn. just a lil inspire for me to keep on checking the air ticket hoping for a good luck! 

ok, saranghea ❤️

xx

because i wish it is saturday

well, i am still having a slight fever, sore throat and running nose. i wish i can still lay on my bed, resting. 

but sadly, it is not saturday. not even friday. so life has to move on. 

Oh my nutella

i have a new addiction. it's called nuhh tehhh lah! 😂 i baked macaroons with nutella filing once but urg, d taste was just too sweet (of which i had already cut d amount of sugar to half) but thisss, omg. i think i can finish two of these in just a minute! i hardly find this kind of nutella in most shops here but you can get in Tai Chung supermarket cost rm9.90 each. of course in KK no problem laa to buy this kan. 

happy face! in Singapore, they sell it only 3 Dollar for two!! soo lucky eh singaporean. 

& husby bought me alotttt from his visit in Kehel 😘😍 i still have few in his luggage haha! 

ok til then, lets nutella-ing 😍

the difference between the smart people and the so not smart people.

happy birthday dear sweetie pie!

omg, can u imagined it is already May? like, almost 5 months have actually passed since we bid goodbye 2014? another week ahead & it's going to be June. geez. 

anyway, my son turned 3 last week. u gotta believed that cause i myself too cant believed hes 3 years already. i still can freshly remembered his tiny fragile body when i held him first in my arms. the true love i feel. gosh, what a great years have  it been. becoming a mother is such an amazing job & i am just feeling blessed. 

Happy birthday sweetie pie. mummy's little hero & bodyguard. i love you to the moon & back.. 

xx

Christmas Eve

Geez, how time flies.
It is already 24th, a day before Christmas Day. Normally, at this hour, my cousins, sister & 1 would spend times together, decorating the house, cleaning the front door - dusk were everywhere - and cam whore! but not this year, Daddy had retired and we moved to a temporary gov house now. Guess it will takes quite awhile to wait for the house to finally rebuild. So, we will stay at kk only. I miss those days :( Raining in December has been a favorite for ages.

I wanna experience SNOW! but hopefully, some day.

Anyway, some things have changed since i am a mother now. More commitments, more responsibilities, more to think and more to experience. 2014 has been a great journey for me. Thank God, Our little company has slowly grown & earned more. Husby really did work hard. Our kids makes the journey more worth to ride, i learn alot from them indeed. How i see the world through their eyes & how they see things differently. you see, i cant described it in words and you'll only get what i means if you become a parent yourself :)

what else 2014?
Experienced winter in Hong Kong :D Im so in love with the place. I am making my second plan to visit HK again. but this time, im tagging my kids along. Traveled to kl & Kuching with my family in law. Of course, my kids enjoyed it d most more than mummy did. Anddd for the first time, i got to see the real maple foliage right in front my eyes! and it's in JAPAN. It was so amazingly beautiful. I am more than in love with Kyoto. Luckily, we survived in japan. Eventho we had a difficult in communication esp asking for direction :p And i got advanced birthday giftss, loveeee everything he surprised me esp the iphone6+ :)

alright, im signing off now.
i will see you again xx

JAPAN

Ohaiyo gozaimas! Ogenki desuka?
Justtt came back from d land of d rising sun and we are so in love wt the place. I am surely going to blog it soon, i wished i still have my laptop (of which i havent used for quite some times and causing it to merely broken) writing would be awesome with it to be straight.

Anywayyyy, i unofficially a nano white user now. I just bought the trial set, hoping it could give me some changes on my face - aging is never an easy job. I would write a review.

Alright. Guess i'll be seeing you guys anytime soon.
Cheers xx 

What?

Maigaddd. 6 more days and it's going to be October. Yes. October. The last three months before we bid goodbye to this year. Time flies, indeed. I am so excited counting the days actually. For november and of course, december.

As for october, my baby son is going to turn 1 this coming 11th. I know right? It felt like yesterday i gave him birth. Cepat masa berjalan. Or, berlalu. In a blink of an eye, he finally learn how to walk & hampas2 bdn d katil suda (he grown alot)

For november itself, i'll be backpacking over the sea with my buddies for d 2nd time. (Last time was in Kuching) we always wanted to be on d same plane together, this time it's going to take us for more than a week together & yes, We are so looking foward for it. We are going to experience Ryokan & Kimono!! The ryokan i choose is in d heart of Gion, the traditional place of Kyoto. basically it is a place where u can see many of Geisha and Maiko strolling around. ☺😊 i need to work harder on learning their train system. Gambate! 

& december. Everybody loves december. But i havent plan my leave yet. Grr. Family n i planning for gathering &  exchanging gifts and all. It has been a family tradition to buy gifts on december. Excited.

Alright. I am going to stop by now but surely will be back soon. Cheers! Xx

Mh17

The world was terribly shocked by d crashing mh17. Sadly it was shot down killing everyone inside d plane :( it took me awhile to believe. I had to refrain myself a sec until d news was all over d papers & medias.

I look through d name list and its such a heartache. So many families. Some even travelled wt d whole family and now only names & memories remain. & theres Babies too :( hope those angels didnt feel d pain during d crashed. My sincere deepest condolences to d affected families & friends. It must be harder. The pain & lost they have to bear. But please stay strong.

My symphaty to malaysia airlines. Ive travelled wt u guys for d countless times and still, you are d best. Sorry for having another hard time. But again, pls stay strong.

Rest in peace mh17 ( and everyone on board)
Our prayers and thoughts are always with you.
Sleep well.
xx