Fishing.

so, few days ago, my family and i went fishing! yay. altho im not good at it, still learning is what people named it, but geez.. i managed to pancing 3-4 fish :D we had some for BBQ which smells pretty damn good!



kesian my koko kena ikat ni. hehe
well, cheers for now, til next post.. tata!
xoxo

Need you now.

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

LADY ANTEBELLUM.

:D

:)

nice.

Some words better left unsaid.

Crap.

OMG! im sooo bored! so freaking bored :( ive been spending my 6 months with doing nothing. urgh. NOTHING is another word for boring. yeah. It's 15 minutes before 4am at this moment AND eating kuih pisang.. lol, it's funny, so vice versa with my dearly fam. i can even heard the snoring from here.. when the sun comes out, i'll starts yawning, when they wake up, i'll goes to bed. and When they eating breakfast, i'll be still on my bed, dreaming away. that's how my routine went for the past 6 months. me? The cullen? do you think so? they dont sleep, at all. i guess u know that :P but, weeeee.. how freaking romantic it would be to have Edward as my lover :P geez *melt* Eclipse!! i cannot wait for it! :D

Ive been STAR WORLD's fan nowadays. Cougar Town. Accidently on purpose. How i met your mother. Desperate Housewives. Ghost Whisperer. 90210. Grey's anatomy. Parenthood? .. and

GLEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Gossip Girl on 8TV =)

see, craps. that's all im good at. hahaha. you know, for now. hehe

FATHER's DAY!!! today - JUNE, 20th 2010 :))

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DAD!!
I love you!!

cheers for now.
xoxo

and now i pronounce you husband and wife.

Congratulations to Zachary and Lilian! :)

may you both live happily ever after :D

omg.

saw the uncle waved to dad.

Me: dad, uncle akim belum kawin ka tu? brapa suda umur dia o?

Dad: ya, 46. dia tia mau kawin tu.

Me: yaka. lain juga.

Dad: .. ko kawin dia la.

Me: palis-palis!!

Dad: haha

T_T

alone. and sucks.

Rayyana: jane, mcmana ko skrg?

Me: ray, mcm teda arah tuju suda hidup sa, duduk druma seja.. boring gila.

Rayyana: ahahahahahaaha

**

alone at home. like hari2 biasa. urgh. sooooo bored !! :( i need a new job! thinking to go back to the place i used to be :P with the uniform and weeee... to meet TOURIST! cough* foreign tourist :P but let's see if there's a vacant for me k. hehe anyways, i was bored to death last night and suddenly, the chicken satay dancing on my mind.. the one at Bandar Kim Fung/ABC shop. yum2. gila, berliur ba t'ingat2 ni. so, i experiment myself to bakar satay yesterday's evening. lol. i was all alone kipas-kipas api, while my dearly parents watching tv.

tadaaa! the homemade satay!

but the abc's satay still the best. hihihihi way better than mine indeed. ahaha and i dunno how this crazy idea showed up, but i even captured some angels at my bedroom for you guys to see. BORING ba. hehehe

that's it for today.

:D

xoxo

Kangkung Belacan.

the BEST ive ever tried!

yummmmiie

:D

Twilight. Eclipse.

Rule no. 1 : EDWARD CULLEN.

why : strong. NEVER aged, seriously.

they'll be in the cinema this coming 30th! :D

cullen!cullen!cullen!

p.s: 5 months passed and im still stuck at home. huh.

Blackberry.

in love with blackberry lately, i desperately need one! :P i have bb curve 8520 in my mind - wifi/instant messaging/etc - but heard it's a bit tricky in installing app. oh, and no 3g. heard it's the cheapest among other blackberry.

but i REALLY want it -_-

which will actually completes me :P

hahahahaha

feeling.

i m i s s you :(

Happiness.

We were given:

Two hands to hold.

Two legs to walk.

Two eyes to see.

Two ears to listen.

But why only one heart?

Because the other was given to someone else.

For us to find.

i cant be more happy than this, knowing my dear buddy finally found her soulmate :)

lots of love,

us.

Last Time.

" you dont have to care about me "

for once, i wished d clock would turn backward :'( LAST TIME. secondhand serenade. geez, ive fallen in love with this song. simply noticed it by a quick glance to my dear mp3. it has been there for quite some time but i only realized its existence today. duh.

Last Time - Secondhand Serenade

I'm stuck with writing songs

Just to forget

What they really were about

And these words are bringing me so deeply insane

That I don't think I can take my way out

I couldn't breathe through it

Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you

For the last time

And my heart is torn in two

Thinking of days spent without you

And there is nothing left to prove

I'm counting all the things I could have done

To make you see

That I wanted us to be what I go to sleep and dream of

I want you to know that I'd die for you

I'd die for you

I couldn't breathe through it

Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you

For the last time

And my heart is torn in two

Thinking of the days spent without you

And there's nothing left to prove

And if you are alone

Make sure you're not lonely

Cuz if you are, I blame myself

For never being home

I know I'm not the only one

Who will treat you like they should

What you deserve

I'm stuck with writing songs

Just to forget

So I'll sing this song to you

For the last time

And my heart is torn in two

Thinking of the days spent without you

And there's nothing left to prove

:)

i belong to me.

It's almost 4 in the morning. seriously, i tried my best to shut my eyes but the ending i got, was my heavy burden head aching all over and i cant figure the reason why. TIMES running faster than i could ever imagined. Many good things happened, some bad in the other way round but overall, things seems to be looking up "knocks on wood".

life change, from time to time.

the truth is, i havent done much to push myself foward. i have been idling in the drive way of my life without really choosing the path i really wanted to go.. to choose, isnt an easy thing to do. through the 26 years experience i gained emotionally/physically, it somehow makes the decision seems harder to make.

im on my knees praying things will be just fine. so my loved ones will stop shedding any tears and a broken hearts can be repaired :)

xo

Koko ♥

white furry little koko :)

advance birthday's gift from my mum :P

on knees.

Father in heaven,

may everything will be just fine..

T.T

I'm so sorry

didnt mean everything that cause the pain, but for once, just this time, i need to do something on my own.

Tadau Kaamatan 2010 :)

Kotobian Tadau do Kaamatan kumaa tompinai ngawi :)