Why?

I get up and out of bed,

Try to forget all those things we said.

It's now over for good,

I promised myself to leave it right there here I stood.

People always tell me things will get better,

But I find myself writing you half a letter.

How did we fall so far apart,

You left me not knowing where to start.

I am here now trying to find out how to survive,

And struggling to just keep myself alive.

I remember when you were a hero in my eyes,

You were always there to give me a suprise.

But those are just long lost memories of mine,

Maybe this is our life design.

I spent so many days cold and lonely,

I believed that you were my one and only.

There are some things in my head I'll take to my grave,

But it won't be all that love that I gave.

You made me so emotionless,

And you gave me all this stupid stress.

I try to believe in things I can't see,

But is there even hope for me!

My back is up against a wall,

And it's hard for me to keep standing tall.

Life just isn't worth it anymore,

You left me standing at the door.

You said it's time to say goodbye,

And I just wondered... why?

by Tommy