princess cat.

i always wonder what happened if im the cat princess.

getting older.

whuuu. forgot! i have an appointment with the heart specialist tomorrow! & all my documents are in Ranau's house.

means, no more ESG. no blood test. and no INJECTIONS!

haha :D

really? life really, is, that hard?

got text from a friend asking about the parcel, need it to be posted urgently, but got treated rudely at the post office, and the post express' envelope was out of stock, changed to post it through registered way, but instead of fulfilling your needs, the staff shut the door and hits your feet.

you secretly had a crush on your best friend's boyfriend.

woke up late and your car engine cannot be started, which happened exactly on your exam day.

fall in love with someone so deeply only to found out she's your long-lost cousin.

how hard can life be?

life should be simpler.

Till death do us apart

my dearly best friend is getting married in about few weeks from now :)

Cake Blowing.

so, here's us at yana's birthday last monday. tho there were only few of us, but it was meaningful. she smiled throughout the night! happiness shows, & what more can we ask? :) it was all last minute planning, we first thought, it would be awesome to celebrate it at Subway [the sandakan's upperstar] but then, the plan changed. it would be twice better to have the birthday party at home. it was a messy plan to tell the truth, but Thanked God. it went well :D thanks to all the co-stars. Hahaha

basically, it was like this.

i text to several friends, telling them it's Yana's day.

planned. re-planned. planned.

i need to get all the birthday stuff before 7pm.

we had the FIMM class right on the same day, and bad news was, the class only finished exactly at 6pm. so, many times wasted. lol. wasted for good purpose, correction.

so, i told Yana to go home without me, i need to see the doctor, she believed. i managed to settle everything only at 7.30pm. to get the cake. stuff. meals. everything. i text Yana to dress up and went to midnight hunting. she first said

'p mana kita? curiga aku tau..'

i confidently said,

'kita p jalan2... boring d ruma. sa kasi kawan ko kasi abis birthday ko huhu'

she agreed.

i told my other housemate to prepare the meals while i brought Yana jalan jalan. funny thing, i planned to go jalan only around Indah Jaya ONLY, our apartment's area, but somehow, we reached the Bandar utama. jauh juga kami berjalan. lol. she looks quite sad indeed. i pretend the best i can to sigh every little words she said.

i even said

' tiapa yang. at least, ko tia saturang time birthday ko.. '

after Tisha confirmed everything on set, i told Yana that i forgot my ic and need to take the ic from our home. easy to convince her. i am known as the clumsy head after all. so, on our way back, we share some sad stories together, esp the birthday thingy, and i can saw her sadness eyes.

good thing.

we reached at the car park few minutes later but she refused to go upstairs.

'ala yang.. sakit lagi perut sa.. lama ni d atas.. mari la kita naik kijap'

'tiapa la yang, take your time, aku tunggu sini ja.. mau melawan perasaan jap dengar2 lagu..'

'kasi kawan sa, takut ba mau naik saturang'

she laughed.

'kalau ko sayang sa, ko kasi kawan sa naik atas'

i swear to you, she damn hate the words. but she followed me to go upstair anyhow.. i let her opened the door, emotionless she unlocked the door key, one by one, i was trying to hold my smile actually. expected what will happened once the door opened.

so, the last key was unlocked. slowly, she opened the door.

it was dark.

silent. eh, why no people?

Tadaaaa!!! they were at the back's door! with the cake on their hands,whistling with d kiddis's whistle, they sang the traditional sweet birthday's song!!

Yana was almost burst into tears!!

she even deeply exhaled before she blew the cake! haha we had to re-sing the birthday song. who can forgot your birthday, yana? she was all smiled, even at our serious conversation, she was still smiling.

oh, another good thing happened that night :P

we later went to cinema, for SKYLINE. ah, seriously, dont waste your RM8 for this movie. wont worth at all. tho we got free ticket to watch it [the staff was awesome], do not worth at all. to mr. producer, why cant you just finished the part 1 perfectly? it's a creation. should be perfect.

anyway, we had a blast on that night.

:)

Happy Birthday Yana!

who's next?

25th, finally.

Happy Birthday my dear darl, colleague & house-mate!

i bet you enjoyed the surprised gift :D

your smile tells us so! wish the best for youuuu both la aaa.. hehe

yet again, age is just a number. 25? so what.

it will only going to be judged when the number reach 3 digit. seriously.

update later with the pictures!

cheers!

FiMM

it's Monday again.

it's working time people!! & i have to get up early.

i need to drink, at least, 3 glasses of nescafe, the possible way to NOT seeing me, snoring in our class this morning! my, i can picture myself doing that easily! LOL!!

for you FiMM, i'll be on my bed now. resting.

see you in few hours to come!

xx

Tanakwagu

three of us were watching badminton, when suddenly this friend of mine asked;

him: apa tu tanakwagu ah?

me: lelaki. kalau perempuan, sumandak kan. kalau lelaki, tanakwagu la.

him: kalau pondan, tanakdak?

me: HAHA nda, sumanwagu. lol.

is there really any term for he-she category?

Lin Dan again!

As expected, the final match was between Malaysian Chong Wei and Chinaman Lin Dan. my hands will always raised for Lin Dan. i know, i know. i should supports Malaysia instead of China.. anyhow, my luck wishes goes for both and. . . OH YES! it's LIN DAN again.

congratulations!!

My sunday.

it's Sunday, yet again. i wonder how time can flies such soon :) leaving all the memories behind. aisey. very emo la this fine afternoon, my housemate Yana is finally home, a big glad! being all alone in our house is never been my favourite! not then, not now. Yes, esp when i had experienced the weird thingy here :D jeng jeng jeng!!

today's activities:

airport, fetch Yana.

lunch at Bandar Labuk.

Saloon at Bandar Kim Fung.

lame. i know.

Sandakan has no many place to stay indeed.

Subway, English Tea House, Bistro, Sate

but if you're the seafood's lover, this city can be your seafood heaven!! eat till you drop, agree?

just for a record, im allergic to SEAFOOD.

sekian.

oh, Oldtown, Secret Recipe are here too.

& im seriously addicted to Orea milkshake..

:D

taking my nap now.

see ya.

the Sexy Bag-gerie!

look what ive found in my album! geez. i should have bought it!! the sexy bag-gerie!

@ Racheal Torry's store.

counting the days.

December, what im looking for:

mummy's birthday.
cely & devron's big day.
cely's birthday
beth's birthday


CHRISTMAS!!

one image in your head right now.

zzzzz

PNB Induction.

was in kl last week. from sunday til saturday's evening. stayed at PNB Darby Park, a 2 bedrooms apartment sharing with Yana, Dayang and Kak Vell. basically, we're inducted and trained, in a good way. we came back with more informations in our head.. ask me anything =P haha noo, i mean, at least, im familiar with all the system already.. very much different when i first registered here.

the good things is, what i studied before has finally make senses here. i, at last, fully understand the pricing, unit trust & any accounts term.. very much related indeed. thank God.

here's us during d course :D

:D

back to normal. sigh

SAYA TERSANGATLAH MALAS

will update later :D

something words really cant say.

Love is sweet when it's new, but sweeter when it's true.

They say:
we were given,
two legs to walk
two eyes to see
two ears to listen
but why only one heart?
.. because the other was given to someone else for us to find.

really? we all been in the same shoes, searching for the love to come, to be loved and to love in return. some found their true loves, some still waiting, some gave up & some just dont give any damn for this love thing. personally, i had experienced alot since i step to the love's gate. i never knew it could be that complicated, never knew it could be that painful, never knew it could be that hopeless... :S anyways, they said: love brings happiness and smile on your days! but i guess, they forgot to tell me what happens when love failed to work.

i read a book my boss gave me on my 2004's birthday. it says:
If God sees you need a mate, He will provide the right one at the right time.

from what i see, along the meeting Mr. right's journey : there will be several little stages we need to go through. a little training for us, to prepare ourselves to meet the one. to learn how to love perfectly :) yes, it's normal to find and keep looking for the mr. right, but if you get tired, slow it down, relax.. let love find you instead.

i went to my sis in law's house yesterday, and we shared some sad stories, little thing did i know, life is short.. and getting shorter if we lost the one we love.

there's this two lovely couple who just got married two years ago. the husband was teacher in ranau while the woman worked in kgau. few miles separate them. because of love, this wife tried her hard to get transfer to ranau. one day, this man complaint of feeling discomfort in his chest. after some arrangement with the doctor, they decided to operate him. so, the operation went on. hours after, the doctor said the operation was successful. but somehow... the man died on the operation table. it wasnt his chest that caused the great pain. it was the blood - darah beku - on his knees which had been there for years. and sadly, it attacked till his brain too. more sad, his wife's application to get transferred was successful on the same day.. and she got her stuff moved from kgau to ranau already. i cant imagine her feeling to bring back her stuff. it's really sad.

she even said "i dont wanna get married anymore.."

T_T
we never know what the future may hold for us. but let's just starts telling people how much we love them, everyday okay? :)

refreshing the memory.

miss the place! miss the people! and miss the very comfy bed!

My heart and soul.

Blood is thicker than water! and i cant agree more :)

xoxo

gaining again.

i just had hamburger, chicken wings & some other heavy foods for dinner + supper. see, im going to get my size back in anytime soon. i try d hardest i can to put aside all those meals, but they just kept calling my name.

haish. how can we say no to your stomach?

T_T

needles.

that was the fourth times they got this needle stuff on me.

i was admitted last 14th, only found the courage to snap picture 5 days after. hehe uhh, i cant be cocky of losing my weight by now, cause i gets hungry every minute, every second ever since. lama-lama jadi belon. belon bulat mcm bola. haha

i have to see the doctor again tomorrow . . im signing off now. off to bed. :D

xx

bad day

at mile 16, Gum-Gum. me and mr. taxi were stuck at this traffic jam for 3 hours and 20 minutes! we can only passed the road once the lorry was moved to the left side. haish.

The antidote for fifty enemies is one friend

we met, and we instantly become bff. same head, same taste :) the drama in the office have just started, so, it's really important to have a friend you can trust and to share all those shits in your head. i hate blowing my head off, esp when the Miss Right starts to hold her head high. higher than the ceiling fyi! so, the sharing thing will often being done once we reached home. HAHA.

but Thank God, at least, at this stranger's land, we have each other.

both strangers in a stranger place.

the 25

facts. i copied the tag from Mr. franky :D dia bilang "tagged, sepa2 la mau buat" haha.. so, here we goes.

1. i love traveling. so much.

2. i love skyline. but i dont own any.

3. im pretty addicted to online shopping. i shop mostly thru internet.

4. i love fashion.

5. i loves to sing. any place. any where. currently, me & yana's fav. song in the car "keliru- ruth sahayana"

6. How i met your mother, Cougar Town, Desperate Housewives, Supernatural, The Amazing Race Asia, Ghost whisperer, Curtis - take home chef : are all my number 1 TV shows.

7. im a food monster.

8. i love dimples. at times, i wish i was born with it XD

9. my sony mp3 is my bestbuddy, which i cant live without.

10. i believed in karma. what goes around, comes around.

11. can see ghosts when i was a little girl.

12. is currently looking for baju kurung moden. just realized how mine are so outdated.

13. is the youngest daughter

14. stubborn

15. sensitive. sometimes.

16. Gonop is my night buddy. and i truly cant live without it also.

17. HATES snake, worms and its relatives.

18. Bongking & Koko were my other souls, until they died. i lost a part of me.

19. i love beach!!

20. i love Vincci

21. my first crush when i was in primary :D

22. my first love was a disaster.

23. found my soulmate, and was so heavenly beautiful until i ruined everything.

24. deeply regret for 23.

25. lastly, i am me.

whoa. tagged all of my bloggers friends :D

latest crave.

fall in love at the first sight :D