God has a better plan for you, Chris Medina

any of you who saw Chris Medina audition in American Idol will knows his heartbreaking & inspiring story. Just two months before vowed upon God, his fiancée, Juliana Ramos met an accident that caused a great brain injury, left her confined mainly to a wheelchair.. Tho Medina cannot make it to the final 24, Rodney Jerkins, a successful producer recorded a song 'what are words' inspired by his true sad love story & and indeed, people most favorite right now :)

he is the man :)

his faith and love to Juliana somehow convinced me how True Love truly do exist.

my prayers goes to you, Chris :)

keep on believing. God has a better plan for you and Juliana.

xoxo

SEVEN WANTS: 10 Days Challenge

counting days til we move to Villa Permai Jaya, our new home! our current house-owner basically kicked us out with 2 weeks noticed, and somewhat changed the decision last minute! "husband kak tak jadi la ambi tu rumah, dia ada plan lain"

easy like that. Booo them! btw, im halfway done packing :D

anyway, challenge continue. 7 wants :)

1 . traveling with my dearest family, all sponsored.

and having a good time together.

2 . Peace

world peace, guys.

3 . Money

seriously am!

4 . my own boutique

with lots of cute dress!

5 . TV Chanel

i want ALL my favorite movie/show to be aired each time i switched it on.

Gossip Girl

Desperate Housewives

Supernatural

Glee

Reaper

CSI : LA

CSI: Miami

CSI: NY

ANTM

American Idol

Asmara

Gemilang

etc

without adv. and from first season to last :P

6 . LONG WAVY HAIR

7 . BRIGHT FUTURE!

yeahhh!!

okay. next: EIGHT FEAR

SIX PLACES: 10 Days challenge

discovering & experience new place is awesome! enjoy life while you can, agree?

Six places. here we go,

1. Australia

the people are very down to earth, helpful & friendly!

i just cant stop thinking for the next visit!

2. Vietnam

shopping! esp in Ben Than Market, u just cant resist its offer!

3. Philipines

shopping again! 168 Mall & Tutuban offers millions of ladies' attire!

4. Mount Kinabalu, Ranau

so many memories :))

5. Korea

as heard, most Korean dress to kill! either they go to coffee shop, fishing or even jog, they'll make sure they groom perfectly.

6. Taipei, Taiwan

Never been there. but looking for a chance :) hopefully, in God's will.

:D

experience is expensive. never trade it, but cherish :)

next: SEVEN wants. uhhh :P

Five Foods: 10 Days Challenge

im a food monster! lol!

i eat alot esp when im down. seriously. i always have a bunch of foods in my drawer/table cause for me, chewing sometimes can be .. fun. or sort of.

1. Petola or Luffa

i love it when my mum cook petola :))

2) Spaghetti

the best spaghetti ive ever tried is my sister's recipe.

no one has actually break the record. i still think hers is the most delly!

3. Ikan Masin

sepa tau pa tu ikan masin, angkat tangan! lol!

try to have dried ikan masin with a bowl of rice, and mix the rice with some plain water.

slurp!

4. Local Bean curd.

i am sooo freaking crazy in love with bean curd.

i even dunno why. maybe it's easy to chew?

5. Mee Tuaran

Gilaaaa! lama sd tia makan mee tuaran sejak pinda p sandakan :(

for best taste, try it at Chinese restaurant, next to the bank in Tamparuli.

muahehehe! sa pun telan2 air liur suda sambil typing ni. haha

Next challenge: SIX PLACES

FOUR BOOKS: 10 Days Challenge

okay. my books collection! :)

1) Eclipse

my sister actually bought it from Amazon.com since we cannot find it in ALL kk's bookstore that moment. yes, anything for you Edward :P

2) Breaking Dawn

the ending :') but Renee seems to be a cute little girl :)

3. Eat, Pray & Love

Bought it few months ago in kl but i had stopped at Page 19. i havent find myself a perfect time to finish it, yet.

4. Dictionary.

Membaca amalan mulia.

Next: FIVE FOOOOOODS!

THREE FILM: 10 days challenge

so many in my list! & so hard to choose, yet again! lol

okay. the challenge continue.

my top 3 film :)

1. Twilight series.

i know. i know. vampires, wolfs, humans.. extra-ordinary power. Bella, Edward, Jacob. what's the big deal, ya. but seriously, the last weird romantic movie ive ever watched is Beauty and the BEAST. twilight should be my most weirdest love story so far! AND i finished read all the chapters in just 2 days! :D

2. Transformer (both chapter)

bumble bee!

3. U571

Based on true story, and still my fav even until now. first watched it wt my buddies & bros at home, one of my bff actually burst into tears when one of this soldier died :P it was an awesome story indeed.

respect to all soldiers out there! salute*

done :D

next : FOUR BOOKS

TWO SONGS : 10 DAYS CHALLENGE

Challenge continuee.. wlupun typing ja, tp rasa mcm challenge naik bukit ni. upgrade sikit la, naik gunung. sambil kna resque oleh malim-malim gunung yang berjaya. HAHA (malim? mountain guide baa! :P)

Okay. TWO SONGS.

Hard to choose. Hard to choose

cause i loves music pretty dayem much! i listen to music in any mood i can be. moody, mood-less :P or what ever mood can be defined for :P

First Song.

Fixing a broken heart. Obsession Indecent

There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there ..
[ Lyrics

The truth is, me and Beth, my bff promised to continue the lyrics in d book we had secretly made. or famously known as D I A R Y, besala kan jaman budak2. haha oh, to continue the lyric if we have found our The One :) lol! and wee.. she had completed the song:)

Second Song

For the first time - Rod Steward

Are those your eyes

Is that your smile
I've been looking at you forever
yet I never saw you before
Are these your hands holding mine
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see
when you're looking back at me
now I understand what love is, love is
for the first time

Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning
and are you the same you
It's all so strange
How can it be
All along this love was right in front of me
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see
when you're looking back at me
now I understand what love is, love is
for the first time

Such a long time ago I had given up
on finding this emotion ever again
But you're here with me now
Yes I found you somehow
and I've never been so sure
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seeing who you are
Can't believe how much I see
when you're looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
for the first time

Uhhh,

One of the sweetest song ive ever heard :)

Done with Two Songs. Next: THREE FILM :)

ONE PICTURE OF YOURSELF: 10 days Challenge

tadaa!

iklan rambut rosak?

LOL!

this was taken in Ho Chi Minh city actually, It's a flower festival so i get to see many kinds of flowers which i cant normally seen back home. it was nice to be part of the day tho :)

done with this.

next to come: TWO SONGS.

10 days challenge!

wee ~ lamaaaaa suda tia buat tag :D thanks ptot for tagging me ^^ ptot, napa bukan 100 days?? =P

exhale, inhale!

fuhhh!!

let's begin the challenge!

1stly, Copy this picture above & tag any 10 of your Friends. Good Luck!!

rovanne

jane koh

frankie boykici

sharon bbey

lina (sikha)

kenny

michelle sung

annieming

belle

ptot [muahehehe]

okay. done. next step.

Let time decide.

"so, jane, how's it going?"

me "what kak?"

she kept staring at me. wt this duuh look, took me minutes to understand & simply replied her with a smile. she goes

"haiya ni budak, senyum2 lagi. but jane, i actually already knew the answer right the day you told me that. but it's okay, it isnt easy, it takes courage and .. times"

i clearly heard what she said indeed, but instead of replying her with any words, i choose to stare at my hp numbly.

my.

looking foward.

im pretty sure that i am choosing the right path, this time :)

IM MOVING ON! :D

nah, being alone doesnt mean im lonely, right?

plus, everybody has a choice. if it takes years for me to recover, it's okay, at least i am strong enough to let go :)

celcom, what happen leh?

stupid mupid celcom!

how come my balance is zero eh?

mupid tupid!

Text.

Date: March, 9th 2011

Time 18:22

"Don't Worry, we pray that tomorrow, everything will be fine. ok. Have faith and be confidence in yourself"

Time 21:58

"It's ok. Be a Strong Lady. Always remember that the Will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you :) "

Thank You So Much Kak Daisy Wong :')

just another bad day.

whatta bad day yesterday was.

i regret for everything ive un & purposely done.

i still feel bad now, and i cant even says it in words.

im not perfect. but at least, ive tried to be one.

:')

i have to seriously MOVE ON.

in any move on' means.

i need to ! need to improve alot indeed. sigh.

mind, give me peace, only this time :)

anyway, recap of where hv i been for the last couple of days.

went to Tg. Aru Beach wt my dearly buddy, Bbey. it's been pretty while since we last met :) i miss everything about me & her. of what we used to share.

Mum, cousin Roxanne & Aunt Mailis went to Sandakan!

:D we went to Steamboat, Ikan Bakar @ Sim2, Night hunting etc.

:)

the office environment has been hectic this time around.

headache, is all i got.

im too tired to mention all the hurt they caused.

:)

LIFE GOES ON, after all ya?

let go.

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

CHRIS MEDINA - What Are Words

wake me up when it has over.

why it ache really bad?

i should be happy to finally know it . .

. . but why im feeling crap and hopeless at this point.

God, hear me please :'(