beruang eyes.

time to sleep *yawn

but still many things left to do. haish, haish. ow, i curled my hair already ^^ looks like a bit of o*hem. but it's okay :D

Iron Man 2 & Prince of Persia :D cant wait. cant wait.

xo

Wedding and wedding.

reached kk at 1pm something. me and mum were sleeping at d backseats, along d way. It's weird to see my youngest bro driving in fact -_- still odd for me yea. i cant believe how big he is already. Gee. anyways, dad went straightly to sit his exam this afternoon and we went to w. merdeka for d wedding dress' fitting. My sister, bro-in-law, cousins Xane & Vane were already there d moment we arrived. Ah, i love all the wedding dress!! and how funny was it, when we kept disagreeing in EACH DRESS my sister worn "ni lagi cantik! eh, tu yg cantik.. ni na ba yg cantik" leave her all in confused! lol. at least, we agreed on d last two choice hehe it proved somehow, we do have similarities from d genetic we were created! hihi but she looks gorgeous in those gowns :)

talking about wedding, dad, bro and i, having d same conversation somewhere this noon.. it's about how my younger bro, Roy will get engaged earlier than me..

Dad said:

"mau kna bagi cincin tu sebab dia limpas ko kan, duluan dari ko.."

"Tia mau cincin dad, sa mau percutian free.. p melancong"

lol.

few more days. counting d time. i havent get my dress yet!! nothing inside my mailbox.. uhhh. Dress hunting tomorrow!! sediakan payung sebelum hujan.. tia kisah brapa banyak payung, yg penting ada untuk berteduh kan? hihi..

take care guys :)

cause i'll be too.. til' then, cheers!

xo

It's okay.. im going to smile anyhow :]

i guess the only way to shut d talking mouth is to adapt d ignorance.

p.s: nobody's perfect. i make mistakes.. have you?

Boredom can be a silent killer.

countdown to May 1st, my sister's wedding :D

havent received anything, yet, from my mailbox.. uhhh

You're invited! :D do come ya.

I spent most of times o n l y at home nowadays and it gets boring -_- it's funny tho, when i was still studying/working, i was hoping so badly i could get days off and now, it's sooo vice versa! i think my passion now is more to tourism.. i neglect most of the accounts vacancies i found in newspaper :P maybe to open my own backpackers, or hotel. haha dream do comes true, dont they said? :D

& we gained some experience from d backpackers we stayed abroad.. :D

anyways,

i m i s s to hang out with my friends ..

boredom can be a silent killer, for real!

reunion!reunion!reunion!

enough for d day. im in mood to cook right now. i watched AFC, and it basically has enhance my interest :P til then, cheers!

xo

Hug and Kiss

Changes.

the day when i was still slim. cant u judge by looking at my thinny-blackie feet? :P

Getting FAT each passing day and this fact seriously makes me down! duh* i tried my best to reduce my food's, like, everyday but it doesnt work -at all, cause i'll end up looking for snacks everytime i skip my meals -_- oh, like what happened just now.. i skip my lunch cause i desperately needs a new body for my sister's wedding's dress :P and suddenly, Mum came with kfc on her hands. 3 buckets. how can i resist its charm? -_-

anywayssss.. chatting with my dearly buddy just now.. and jeez..

Me: moi, da ba sa mau kasitau ko ni.. tp sa tia tau mcmana ...

Her: ee apa, kasitau sa.

Me: eemm.. tedala.. hihi.. nanti la a.

Her: ee apa ba, kasitau la sa. sa tia mau pg oo reunion nanti

Me: atokk! hahahahaha

Her: betul ba.

Me: nda ba, ajar sa men cafe world.

Her: nut, c **** meluahkan perasaan sma sa.

Me: apa dia ckp?

Her: sa inda mau kasitau ko. nah pa perasaan ko. nah

Me: hahahahahhahahahahhahah!!

:D

it's Friday already. Time.Time.Time. oh my. i really take you for granted, huh?

later!xo

Too Good To Be True.

From an Angel's wing,

to a falling star

God made everything

but an unbreakable heart..

If i could have one lifetime wish,

One wish that would come true

I'd pray to God with all my heart

For yesterday...

and You.

..

Bestfriends are Angels,sent from above but in human form :)

“When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.”

agree :) i was blessed enough to have the BEST persons on earth to be called my own. my girlfriends. my bestfriends :) It's really hard to find one, who knows exactly who you are, saw your weakness and yet, still love you :] we fought like a normal people & we encourage like friends and family should do.

BABIES: i met my dearly bestfriend, Gomoi since we're babies! oh, too young to know what friendship really is. July 3rd, i was born. July 5th, she followed me to see the world. i think we started be friends since then. what do babies know? :)

KINDERGARTEN: I met Mimie. we even had some nude but cute, pictures together! haha No, you're totally not allowed to imagine how we three looks alike :P so, there's me, Gomoi and Mimie during those days :)

PRIMARY SCHOOL: i met my dearly Cecelia@cicak & Julie. i made some other friends and were close actually but we lost contact soon after we moving to Secondary. Gomoi, Mimie, Cicak, Julie and i skip classes sooo MANY TIMES! we'll pretending sicks almost everyday, went to the nearby hospital, bought roti canai and brought it home. i wonder how possible we passed those final exams?

SECONDARY SCHOOL: i met soooo many various friends here. i met my dearly Cely, Beth & Ujie. hehe it's funny tho to remember how we met. There's this chinese classmates gave us a letter, which was all in Chinese handwriting.. and we asked Cely for help and translated it to us. she didnt really like us that moment actually, but we kept offer her to go lunch together, talked about guys and we became closer ever since. ow, Ming Ming & Kery. i forgot these two! haha. they're little friendly guys! cakap kuturr seja dari form 1. haiya.

Ming Ming to us.

"Kalau kamu mau cari boyfriend, mesti lagi hensem dari sa. klu tia, sa tia kasi approved!"

lol.

AFTERSCHOOL: Thousand of things had happened between us. we fought, we tolerance.. but those things only give us a chance to hold each other more tightly.. They were there when i was down, when i thought i had lost everything :) i was seriously in trouble once, i wasnt really myself.. surprisingly, they took leave, skip class kk to rnu.. just to be there for me :') we talked things that makes me happy, i almost forgot what was the thing that upsetting me that much! i wasnt alone. they helped me to go through in one of the worst day of my life :) no matter how wrong or right i was/am, somehow, they'll always be on my side. that's why i love them so damn much!! :D

this is for you my dearest:

Belinda Yap@Gomoi, Cherye Goh@ Cely, Rosmeylene Tan@Mimie,Cecelia Johny@Cicak, Roziana James@Ujie, Betharia Joanes@Beth and to Julie, altho you're not with us all the time :)

gee.. cant wait to gather again this coming 28th.. for the countless time! :D

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere."

-Tim McGraw

"Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light."

UiTM: i met many cool and awesome friends during these 3 years :) friends who i never thought i could have, friends whom i trust with all my heart :) i met my darlings Bbey, Beat, Siah, Rose, Gleat, Jane & Tracy :D They own the warmest hearts i have ever known :) we share soo many memories, funny, sad, anger and weird feelings. One i would never forget is how they amazed me with our beliefs :] and there's this moment, i was in my room studied with Bbey & Jane since our final paper is just hours away.. suddenly

i received a sad news from my brother. my dearly grandpa has peacefully passed away. i was really sad. i cannot concentrate and kept on crying.. Bbey & Jane were there, hugging and comforting me all night. they left their books and pen just to be there for me.. i went outside the room, and sat on d stairs.. cause i dont want their studies to be bothered by my sadness. But they followed me, and still giving the warm blanket to let my tears dry..

i love them :')

Sharon Ronny@Bbey, Beatrice Saikeh@Beat, Jane Koh@Jen2, Grace Maclean@Gleat, Nursiah Tamsir@Siah & Roslynd Emlye@Roses, Tracey Valentine.

Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things.

.

:D

Hugs and Kisses!

XOXO

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden :]

It's late at night and i cant sleep, missing you just runs too deep :')

xx

Hari Selasa

Howie guys :] it's Tuesday already. omg, time seems to fly faster huh? 2 weeks before my sister's big day, hopefully, i'll get my dress before the wedding's eve. the seller will only going to post it this coming thursday! sigh* at home by the way, my cat struggling to bite my hands into pieces at d moment and to my counts, there's more than 10 scars he caused!! 0_0 it's hurt yea. too fragile to be bitten! ahahha

anyways, woke up with full of worries. something ive never, ever, thought before. but there's a way to every obstacle, right? so, i'll just keep on moving anddd i dunno, be strong? hehe ow, cant wait to gather again with my classmates cum buddies this coming June, 26th!! It's been a year since we graduated. and my girlfriend's reunion also will be at d same month, 2 days after d UiTM bacth 05-08's day :D

that's it for now.

til then, xo!

p.s: Sorry for everything :(

it's almost 3am. and awake. as usual.

morning :) those who awake and those who sleeping :D
i have thousand things on my mind at d moment. im sleepy but i cant sleep. i desperately want to sleep but im not sleepy. misery. . . . Oh, Today! i love today :) i, finally, learn how to drive!! lol. i, first drive when i finished school. but i cant complete it since i moved to work at d mountain.. and i got the chance again today!! :D yea. kesiannn hahaha they dont trust me handle wt cars ba before hihi.

but my body itchy there n here o.. what allergic lagi i got here? no seafood n no egg suda. allergic Online mungkin?? hihi. anyways, will heading back to my dearest hometown tomorrow's morning. i finished my job here. just three things left to do : Maybank, Public Bank & Warisan Sq. my sister's wedding is just around d corner.. lotssa to-do-list waiting to be done! which apparently are all pending.. well, for now :P

go to bed now with my buddies : gonop & music player.
rest!rest!rest!
you should take yours too :)

later! xo

p/s: Cupcake.. Doraemon Cupcake.. Cupcake.. T_T

Blogshops Flea Market #2

hi guys :)
happy Sunday! :D just got back home, wandering around with my buddy just now :) <3

11A is where our stall was.
but the position had been changed last minute, and our preparation's process was postponed like 10-20 minutes just to make sure we're at d right lot! duh. there were lots of people there indeed, but sadly most of them were GUYS. which practically means, fashion isnt their priority! our selling was a bit slow dat day, but that's okay .. cause i get to see lots of fancy cars, drifts, etc! jeez. they make my day! haha

waiting for d drift show.

Lotus :( i wantt!!

who says you cant be PINK?

:)

Time to go home.
we packed our stuff 6.30pm and jeez.. i seriously looked like om already. body care is d last thing on my mind nowadays! haha. but i can always gain my original skin back, no matter how long it'll take.. i will patiently waiting haha.

flea market, see you again on d 29th! :D
xo

K.I.T.A

watched K.I.T.A Malaysian drama series just now.
support your local industry, dont they said? :D

one of d conversation ;

two friends at d book's stall.

Seller: ya dik, mau beli ke?
Friends: taklah, tgk2 je.
Seller: oow, tgk2 ye. oi, ni bukan perpustakaan la!

lol.

anyways, craving for thisssss heel at d moment!

& waiting for this black classy sheer organza dress to arrive in hand :D

hihi ;D

btw, we'll open a stall this coming Saturday, April 17th at Habour City (Facing Sutera Habour, d new building) from 9am onwards! lots of dresses, bags, pants and accessories waiting for you to grab! oh, we'll be at LOT 11A. there's also Car (Auto) show dat day! jeez..

be there, will you? :)

xoxo

The Chance of Happiness Equals the Risk of Pain ♥

Whenever you love, it's too good to be true.
Even so, it's truer than you believe,
Nor will you know till it vanishes again.
Time is a sea which opens where you cleave
Yet roils over what you leave behind.

For now, my love sings in the stars,
Or hisses against rocks like the sea,
Unraveling your life when you pause to grieve,
Returning with the sunlight, with the rain.

by Nicholas Gordon

with my mother ♥

Mum with d bread on her hand ;

Mum: nie, ko tau semalam mum baca2 ba tu komen2 d chatting..
Dad: *suddenly* hahahahahaha!
Me: *3 second* hahahaha!
Mum: ??
Dad: mami brabis mau buka tu kari ayam, dia ingat jem kaya
Mum: hehehehe

love her sooo much! ♥

so u think u can dance

.
featuring the wonder girls!!! :D

<3

God, hear me please

.
....

A week has gone.

.
jeez. din realized how a week gone just like that. i was at home, all the time.. what happen to my words: LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST?.. duh! sometimes, i wish i was somewhere else, everywhere but home. but d thought of leaving my mum and dad alone at home scares me alot.. They're getting older, i dun wan to miss any chance being with them.. alasan la kan! hehe

dad, this morning :

" Nah nie, da kerja kosong ni.. d Pan Pacific...... kl.."
and he goes silence.

:P dont worry dad, i'll find a job pretty soon! and hopefully, it'll be just near home :D have a great Monday guys! i used to hate Monday before hihi

xo

Living on.

.

wish it'll be easy as saying *sigh

life is all about living on.
No matter how hard it'll be, the choice is always moving on.

xo

Flower and such.

.

Good morning guys :)
English decoration, im into YOU!

movies baby!

.
scale 1-5

midnight movie with cousin Roxanne :)
Rate: 4.7 star

daylight movie with my bestfriends :)
rate: 3 star

cant wait for Eclipse next June!!! :D

Imagine all the people, Sharing all the world.

.
me & my youngest bro.

Bro: sepa punya kfc ni? sa ambi.
Me: sa punya yg spicy.
Bro: aie, knapa ko yg dpt spicy? sa lelaki ba..
Me: dus, pa kaitan?

hehe i cant relate those two. but it's funny tho 2 suddenly knows that there's connection between MAN and SPICY chicken! lol.
anyways, i should be on my bed now.. my cat sleeping peacefully already inside my pillow. it's pretty boring today. i have nothing else to do but the same chores as usual. i feel like im a lady in a fat man version with beer on hand, lying on d sofa and watching d tv, which we normally seen in tv.. except, mine is Milo. lol.

GLEE! i love this show!
and it was mentioned by Randy AI yesterday! oh, and Simon too! eventho he label d show as musical drama. lame! Glee <3 try google it on Youtube : seacrh for Imagine : Glee + Deaf version :) u'll know why i like them that much! :D

Imagine - John Lennon

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

:)

Teddy, it's bed time!

:)

Nitey Nite everyone :)
Sweet dreams wherever you might be.

xoxo

Reality.

.

:')

Scary Movie.

Me: ko suda tingu ka tu scary movie 1-4?

Her: eeee!! sampai 3 seja. Bikin takut ba tu.. tia berani suda sa tingu.. ee!

Me: ...

He's fat than me.

.

Reached home.
& Bongking looks sooo fat! hehe

:D

Your friend is your needs answered.

.
Howie guys :]
just got back home. pretty tired!
went to see the Shangri-la's sales executive this morning, having a little discussion about our ex-uitm reunion this coming May.. wee, im thrilled!! and so-cant-wait! i wish so faithfully that everybody can make it! so far, there's me, Bbey, Andy, Elsie, Kam2, Helena, Girus, Shah.. i havent talked with the others yet. Soon after i confirmed the venue & date, then i can happily announce the party! Let's get the party started baby!

my sister said Shangri-la's buffet was awesome! owww.. my mouth cant resist its charm! haha

After the short talks, i went to Api2 McD for lunch with my buddy Bbey.. She looks so fabulous! i cant help but looking at her new shape!! honestly, it's killings me soo bad! omg. she look soooooooooooo RAMPING! i look fat sitting next to her.. Huhuhu tiapa, at least i was motivated to work on my body. should eat at least 3 times a day by now. No more double order, no more supper, no more snacks hiding in my room! Ninie, jiayou!! you can do it! ngeh ngeh, jaga la ko bbey!

after the ONE Hour non stop talking [ i miss her :) ], went straightly to Wisma Merdeka.my buddies, Ujie & Gomoi were there waiting for me, ah.. another meal for the day. i dunno, after-lunch meal i guess? but FOOD is a thing you cant say NO to, in life. i have to follow the nature somehow.. :P Funny thing, we trying to ask Beth, also our buddy, to join us that moment ba, but we knew her so well! if you say 'tung, mari kasi kawan sa makan' .. she'll answer 'suda makan'.. so we came up in my mind to cheat her :P

Beth: Hellooo
Me: tung, ko mana?
Beth: office, knapa?
Me: huhuhu.. kasi kwn sa sini food court, da sa mau kasitau ko.. huhu da masalah.. huhu
Beth: aie, knapa? ko mau kawin sd??
Me: da prob huhu.. tlg sa. ko dtg a.
Beth: ba2.. i'll be there 5 minutes. eh, 3 minutes.

20 minutes after, she arrived.
i told them " klu betul2 sa da prob, sa mati suda o.. lmbt btul dia dtg! "
lol. at least, she came. and kna mara jugala kami.. haha

5.30pm, we went to IB. Jeeeez... i got my new contact lense!! :D it's grey but it looked like blue on my eyes. and my ring. the one i lost at home :) i have it engraved wt name on it :D we went to cp after that, spend 1.30 hours for karaoke! old-time-favourite! even i have the worst voice in the universe, my passion will always be singing! hehe

we fixed 28th May to be our bestfriend's reunion! :D

and 2am, here i am. havent take my bath yet. hehe i'll be back to Ranau tomorrow.. i miss my dearly little cat already.. :)

enough for today.

see u again :]
cheers!
xo

already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

*Kelly Clarkson

song from the heart

last night was really hard for me.
i feel like someone pull the trigger, shot straightly to my heart and a hole was created.
and i was convinced again today :')
jeez.. FACT do hurt :P

hurm..anyways,
this is temporary, i know.
and hopefully, i can reach the rainbow again, someday :)

wo bu pei :')
but that's okay.
everyone deserve someone's better.

Tanned.

i supposedly wakes my sister up by now.. but i'll only wake her up after i finish blogging. hee. i seriously looked bad now. my face and neck were all covered by new tanned.. the original tan infact! but it's okay, hopefully i'll be normal in d next few days hahaha.

17th guys! Must come :)
this is me before the tanning process.

imagine how dark i am now =_='

ow. went 2 Rumba with my cousin and friends yesterday.
only had Orange Juice!
i promised myself to be good this year.
it's started pretty bad and hopefully 2010 will end with a smile :)

have a great monday guys!
work hard :P

cheers for now!
xo

p/s: i miss Japanese wagamama's food.

It's EASTER's day!

"And he departed from our sight that we might return to our heart, and there find Him. For He departed, and behold, He is here."
-- St. Augustine

HAPPY EASTER's DAY EVERYONE!!! :D

FLEA MARKET.

Long day today :)
before i go furthermore, it's GOOD FRIDAY yesterday.
i hope it'll brings realization to everyone's heart :)

neway, It was a tiring day for us - today!
we opened a little stall at Jesselton Point this morning.. me, my sister Kobie and Cousin Rovanne woke up as early as 6am and packing our things for the selling. It was a bright day to starts with :D we got dresses, clothes, heels, bags, accessories and dolls for sell :) the selling was surprisingly .. going PRETTY WELL! hehe we met many kind of buyers :)

like this Japanese Lady. old lady infact.

Me: Hello..
Japanese Lady: how much?
*pointing the used-but-in-perfect-condition Vincci Heel*
Me: It's RM17 but i can give you RM10 for one pair.
Japanese Lady: See.. See.. no fit. no fit. Bigger. Bigger.
Me: *giving a sad face*
Japanese Lady: no fit, no fit.. RM3, RM3..
Me:.. sorry, RM10 is the less i can give you..
Japanese Lady: No fit.. RM3!!!
Me: .....

bingung sikijap. hehe she was actually mad at us cause she cant fits perfectly in that Size 7. just a little thought away, was it our prob? ..

in business, CUSTOMER ALWAYS RIGHT. but we just cant give it away for RM3.. :(
but Phew! it was a blast! :D
we even bought some dress from our business partner :P haha

& sadly, our business' neighbor's bag was stolen.
and it contains everything inside. blackberry, car's keys, medical's record.
kesian her.

what else? oh, my Sony mp3 player is giving me heartache :'( i recharge it on lappy and suddenly it turned black and i cant switched it on :( huhuhuhuhuhuhu...
oh wait, it got small reset button at the back.
It's ON!! huahahahaha. i forgot how innocent i was :P

well, dont forget to catch us at this date:

17th APRIL 2010
Habour City [facing Sutera Habour]

lots of new and branded stuff to be taken away :)
pictures will be shared soon :D

Cheers! xo