Hear me please! Marshmallow drowning :(

I'm so drained today. I dont feel like i have a grasp of myself since morning. tho i did woke up around 6am, wishing how great it would be if i dont have to go to work.

and my. it is holiday. people getting their day off. i am having mine too. (altho my guy have to work today, sad)

but i still find today is quite boring.

and i miss my family :(

i am more like this.

and i was cursing everybody this noon. even the car passed me by.

i need motivation. a really good one.