He have to go.

can i do anything to bring him back?

or just for awhile to tell him how sorry i was for took him for granted?

.

i dreamt about him again last night,

he looks happy ; he even got a hair

he got a stall where he sell Bun cakes

me and my cousin came to him and he hugged my cousin ;

and suddenly, they both were crying.

i stood at the back looking at them.

and i indeed dont know how ; it's his birthday actually that day

my cousin said we must give him a present.

there were many of us there ; but i cannot saw their faces ; just my sister, me and my cousin.

and when we're about to give him the gifts

my alarm ringing

*kureng*

tapi sa snoozed balik! :P

and im trying 2 get back to sleep but i dreamt of something else after that :/..

.

i hope my grandpa's soul will be okay up there ;

^^